I need diapers

A wife decides to wear diapers all the time.

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Im lilly. I am a wife and mom. I am a stay at home. My husband mike owns his own bussiness. We have a good life together.  

I had never had isues with incontinence.  Poty training as a child was sucesfull very early on.  Even after my first child was born,  i did not have any isues. 

Shortly after my second child was born, i noticed some signs. One day i woke up wet. I had wet the bed. I was devisated. Luckily mike was in w hury to get out of bed and he did not nottice. 

While he was in the shower, i quickly pulled off my soiled nightie and panties and threw them in the washer. I then striped the bed. I put on a bath robe. 

I usualy did not get out of bed until after he went to work.the newborn made steady sleep probimetic. Mike let me sleep. He did usualy give me a kiss before he left. 

“Your up early!” mike commented. “My body told me i was awake. I threw up my hands and gave in. ” i told him. He hugged me and kissed me.i felt weird. I did not want to be touched right now. It was not his fault. I just felt dirty. He was so loving.  I was glad of that. 

When he left i took a shower. I was so glad to get cleaned off. I stil did not feel clean. I got dresed and got to my daily chores. I tried to get pass it.

The next day my husbend woke me up. “Hunnie! ” mike said. “Yea! ” i said along with other incoherent phrases. “Hunnie! I think you might have wet the bed. ” he said. 

I quickly got up. I said “oh crap!” he wanted to hug me. I did not want him to embrace me while i was stil in soiled cloths.  

“I dont know why this hapened. ” i said. “Look its ok love. “He tried to assure me. I did not feel like it was going to be ok. I appreciated what he was trying to do. 

He asked me to join him in the shower. We both loved to shower together. This was not one of those times. I wanted to cower in a corner somewhere.  He wanted to just love on me. That was how he was. He was a good man. 

I tried to take steps to negate any problems that could occur at night. I reduced liquid intake well before bed. I made sure i emptied my bladder. It seemed to work. 

One day, weeks later, i had to pee. The baby was nursing. I tried to hold it on. While heading to the bathroom i had an acident. My skirt and panties were soaked. 

I continued to have these incidents.it was driving me batty. It was becoming more and more of a inconvenience.  It was far more then a simple nusience any more.

I consulted various groups on the web. Some womwn with similar ailments decided to wear diapers.  Manny got rid of there panties and diapers became there underware.  

I was not a big fan if wearing diapers all the time. This was getting ridiculous. I was sick of all this. I gave it a lot of thought. I decided that diaper wearing might be the best option. 

How would i tell mike? How would he react? Would he suport me? I had no idea how to break to him. I wanted him to be on bored with this. I needed his suport. I did not know how to go about it. 

I made his favorite meal. I made his favorite desert. Then we watched his favorite movie. I think he knew something was up. 

“Hunie we need to talk. ” i told him.he was a bit startled. “Ok. ” he said. “Look i think i might be becomming incontinent.  I would like to get rid of my panties and replace them with diapers.  I would like to wear diapers all the time. ” i told him. 

“I see. I knew you were having difficulties.  I am realy sorry to hear that. I am ok with that. I fully suport whatever decision you make. ” he said. I hugged him. 

I bought a bunch of diapers from a wholesale club. The cashir ask me about the diapers. I told her that i was becoming incontibent and have decided to become diaper dependent. She was not sure what to say.

I bought waterproof sheets and waterproofed our bed. I got plastic panties and adult onesies. 

My husband and i had a diaper party.we had pizza and a cake. We threw away all of my panties. I cut them up and threw them in trash bags. 

I removed my last panty. He put me in a diaper.  It felt squishy and weird. I floooded my diaper. I liked to wear just my diaper in my house. He seemed to like me wearing a t shirt and diapers.   I like not having to worry about having acidents. It was super convenient. The world is my toilet. 

I am totaly incontinent now. I could not be hapier. He loves his diapered wife. Sex is a bit messy but thats ok. 

The end. 

“The car acident” 

Brad and chrisy are engaged and happy as can be. Tragedy puts there future in jeopardy.

Brad and chrissy had known eachother sense they had been very young. They went from acquaintance to friends and a little bit of back ans fourth.  They went to the same church. 

Chrisy was younger then brad. Sometimes brad was more mature then chrissy. Orther times , he thought that he was more mature. They hung eachother together for a while. Then he did not want to be around her. 

There were not Manny young people in the church so they almost had to hang eachother or there would be no one to hang out with. Eventually brad threw his hands in the air and they hung out.  

In high school,  they became close friends. Eventually they became an oficial couple . they were inseparable. There families were verry suportive. They went to the same bible college.  He purposed to her after they graduated.  She accepted. 

It was three mounths before the wedding. She was driving home from work. Her car was hit by a drunk driver. 

The driver panicked.  He drove away . he never called any one. He simply fled the scene.  He went home and passed out on the couch in his apartment.  

She had been rendered unconscious. A man who was walking at night saw the car.  He immediately called 911. A police officer quickly arived. Then an ambulance arived. 

She was rushed to the hospital. Brad was at a trustes meeting at the church. He got the call from hiw future mother in law. He went to the hospital. 

The accident left her paralyzed.  She was paralyzed from the waist down. It was not just that the damege left her incontinent.  She lost bladder and bowel control. 

While brad was her fiencae not her husband she incisted that he be alowed to see her. He had never left the hospital. He ran in to see her.

She was wearing a hospital gowan. She had been diapered. He came in.he took her hand. He hugged her. He held on to her. She could always count on him. This incident was no different.  

He took her hand. “You heard that i am paralyzed? ” she asked. “I did. I am so sorry hunnie. ” he told her. “I am incontinent.  They dont think that i will ever regain bladder continence.” she said. 

“Your parents mentioned that. ” he replied. “I am going to be an invalid. I gues i am an invilid. ” she said. He held her. “Hay ! We will get though this. We will get though this together.” he promised her.   

“Do you still want to go though with this?” she asked. “Seriously chris? I love you. I have already committed to you a long time ago. Something like this is not going to deter me. I promise you that. ” he said.

“I cant move around on my own. I cant get out bed cant bathe, cant dress myself.  I cant go to the bathroom.  I am going to pee and poop myself. If you want to leave this, i realy do understand. “She assured him. 

He gave her an eye role. “Realy hunnie? Ok i committed to you a long time ago. When i purposed,  i made a commitment to you. It was not an idle pledge. I want to be in this.  I am in this a hundred percent. If you still want to be maried to me i want to be married to you. As far as i am concerned, nothing has chaged. Nothing will change. I love you. I want to be with you. ” he told her.

She wanted to be with him. She was afraid that it was selfish for her to go forward with this. He said that had this happened three months later after there nuptials,  this convetsation would not even be a thought. In his mind,  they were basically maried. All that was left was the formalities. 

“Do you still want to marry me hunnie. I stil want to marry you.i meen that.  I would not mince words on this.  This is too importent not to be honest. ” he said.

She did stil want to be maried to him.she needed him. She wanted some one she could depend on. She knew in her heart that he was that man.  She despite her fears agred to keep the engagement. 

A nurse changed her diaper. The female nurse was very gentile. She wiped her but. She put on baby power. Then he put a new diaper on her. 

Chrissy at first was humiliated by being bathed or cleaned.she hated that she soiled herself. She discovered that she got aroused by being changed and bathed. It made her horny. 

One of her favorate nurses nicole assured her that it was ab automatic response. She told her not to look too much into it. 

She spent a brief time in a long term rehabilitation center. Brad visited her quite frequently.  

The thought of her in a diaper made him horny.  He could not wait to see her in a diaper. He liked the thought of changing her diaper.  He looked froward to bathing and dressing her.

She got out of the rehab center. They had planed a fairly big wedding. It was planned to be modest but stil nice. They decided to firgo the large wedding.  They had a private ceremony with family and a few close friends. 

They went home. He had waterproofed the bed. He placed her on the bed. He removed the rented wedding dress. She was able to get his shirt off. She unzipped his pants.  He removed the rest of his shirt and took off his pants. 

He took off her slip. He pulled off his underware. He opened her diaper. It was quite full. She had peed and poop. She expected him to cleen her off first. He did not do that. 

He got on top of her. He was coverd in poop and urine. He put himself inside her. She was humiliated at first.she got into it. 

They did not cleen each orther off st first. They stayed in the soiled bed. After a while he put her in a wheal chair.

He striped the bed and replaced it with cleen sheets.  He put her in the bath tube and cleaned her off. Then she cleaned himself off. 

They were very close. She was dependent in him. He did not care. She loved him. She felt loved.  Eventualy they did admit there invilid fetish.  Both suspected.

She became pregnent and gave birth to twins. A few years later they had a third child. She learned how to get around despite her condition. She figured out to function. 

The driver was found. He was convicted. He is serving time in prison.  

The end.
 
  

Disabled girl

A pastor’s son meets the girl of his dreams. She is in a wheal chair and is incontinent.

Ben was a pastor’s kid. He was studying to be a pastor himself. He had a reputation for being a kind man. Both farther and son were well liked. 

Many young ladies wanted to mary him. He seemed to be holding out. No one knew why. Some wondered if he was called to be single.  Some wondered if he felt that he was called To be single.  

One day the church held a dinner after the morning service. He looked around.  He saw her. She had long brown hair. She had put it into a poney tail. She was 5.8. She wore a floery dress and sandles. She was in a wheal chair. 

He wondered how this hapened. Other then being in a wheal chair, she apeared to be fit. She did not apear to be sickly. He had no idea how this hapened but he was very curius. 

He decided to say hello. He went up to her.  ” hi ” he said. “Hi” she reaplied. “Im ben.” he said. “Im annie.” she said. 

They engaged in smal talk for a bit.her mom asked her to come with her. Ben went and got his food and then went back to the table.  

There were quite of conversations that went though the tables. Annie seamed to enjoy lauthing. After a while she got her mom’s attention.”mom i think it is time for my medicine.  ” she said, “ok hunnie.” her mom said.

She whealed her into a bathroom. Medicine was a euphemism for a diaper change. She laid her on to a floor. She pulled up her dress. She opened up the diaper.  “Your diaper was really full. ” her mom said. “I had a feeling about that. ” she admitted.  

She took off the diaper. She put on a new diaper. She put baby powder on her.  She closed the straps.  She then pulled her ddaughter’s dress down.she picked her up and put her back in her chair. 

“Look if your thinking what i think your thinking, dont. It cant happen. You cannot dress yourself. You cant bathe yourself.  You need your diaper changed. Dont go down this road. ” she told annie. 

She got qiet. “I know your right. ” Annie told her mom. Her mom gave her a great big hug. “I know this is hard. It will be ok. ” her mom said.

She did think about ben. She fantasized about being with him. She liked the idea of being a pastor’s wife and his wife. She knew that her mom was right. Her mom and sisters were very protective of her.  

Ben and annie talked to each other on and off. It was usualy in passing. It was usualy quick. It was closely monitored by her family. 

After a while the two started talking more and more. It started to go beyond just smal talk.  It seemed to develop organically  ,naturally.   

One day he asked her out. ” look i like you. I want to say yes. I really do. There are things i need to tell you. I was in a car accident a few years ago.  I am alnost totaly paralyzed from the waist down. I have almost no mobility. ” she said. 

“I kinda figured that was the case. I had no idea how you were paralyzed. ” he said.  “I played basketball in high school. I was not wnba good but i enjoyed it. Now i am kinda an invilid.” she told him. “You seem to get around ok. ” he said. 

“It is mostly due to my mom and sisters. I don’t do quite as well as it appears.  ” she said.  “I am sure you get by. ” he said. “I do but thats about it. Look im fecally and blader incontinent.  I wear diapers all the time. It is not plesent for me and i cant imagine what it is like for my caregivers. ” she commented. 

He was shocked. It just had not occured to him that she night be incontinent.  He figured that it would be messy.  

“I am not saying no. In fact i like the idea of us in a relationship.  I really like the idea of us maried. I realy want a husband not a caregiver. You might have to be both i am afraid. ” she told him. 

“I realy like you. Lets just hang out and see where it goes. ” he suggested. She was reluctent to agree but did agree. They datted for a bit. It got and more serious. 

He came over for dinner one day with her family.  The date went great. She was realy wet. “Mom isn’t it time for medicine? ” she asked. “Yes it is. ” she said. It took quite a while. He was suprised that she was gone so long.it took a while for just a pill.

After several dinner dates he came to the understanding that ‘medicine’  was a euphemism for diaper change. He did not tell her at first that he knew. 

After they got engaged her mom gave him a tutorial on how to change her diaper.  He was not alowed to see her undiapered but witnessed most of of the process.

They got maried. He changed her diaper before they left for the honey moon. She had peed and pooped. He was hitting the ground runing. She was humiliated but he took it in stride.  It did not seam to phase him. 

He had a bit of disabled and categiver fetish.  He was atracted to her initially because she was in a wheal chair. He did not tell her that until several mounths in there mariege.by the time she told him, she was realy not suprised.  

They had kids. Twin girls and two boys. They were a happy couple.  

The end. 

Aranged marriage 

An aranged mariege is not quite what it apears to be.

David was from a very strict conservative religious family.  They were separated from the world. He was a bit sheltered . he did not care about that. He was happy with his childhood.

From a young age he was told that his mariege would be aranged. He had no role in the decision process. His older brother and sister’s marriages had been aranged. Both mareges were extremly successful.  He was not woried about it. He felt like he had no reason to be. 

The family worked with other families to find him a wife. They looked into verious young ladies in there church, fundimental coleges, home school associations etc.  

His parrents zeroed in on one particuler young lady. Her name was calla but she went by the nickname calie. She was 20 years old. She has an associate degree . she has been to a cosmitology school.  

His parents realy like her. Her parents liked david. They agreed to the mariege.  It was agreed that they would not meet until the weading day.   

She was intelligent and attractive.  She had manny talents and abilities. She seemed to be the perfect candidate to be a be a wife. Having said all that she was not totaly perfect.  She had a secret. 

When she was younger she fell off of a horse. She was in a coma for a brief period of time. Her injuries wreaked havok with her bladder functions. It made her incontinent. 

All atempts to restore her bladder functions were unsucesfull. She decided to wear diapers all the time.  She had beem home scholled. Her colege knew of her medical conditions  but kept it confidential.  The cosmitology program was non campus.  Employers knew but it was not a big issue. She knew what to do.she had a diaper change before she left her house. She limited her liquid intake during classes or work. She knew what she needed to do. 

David’s family had no idea about this.they knew about the incident with the horse but not the aftereffects.  

The weading day arived. It was a beautiful weading. One no one would forget.  After they left hand in hand. They headed for a hotel in another sate. 

She changed from her weading dress to street cloths. She wore a green t shirt and denim skirt. She did not wear pants only dreses or skirts. Her diaper was extremly full. She took off her soiled diaper and put on a fresh one.  She knew that that he would find  out about her condition but wanted to delay it as long as she could.   

She had worn diapers for so long she did not always notice when she wet herself. Sometimes she did not realize how wet she was or how messy she was until she changed herself.  That was just how it was for her. 

The ride to the hotel was very plesent.they hae similar interest. They had similar life experiences. They had plenty to talk about. She really liked him so far. She hoped that he liked him. She suspected that he did as well.

 They arived at the hotel.  He checked in and then he and his bride went to there room. He was usually somber and stioc. Not today.  Now that he was married his desires had kicked in. He was feeling frisky now that it was permitted.  

He caried her across the threshold. He placed her on the bed. She got caught up in the moment. She forgot about het diaper or the fact that he didnot know about it. Had she, she might have become self conscious or freak out. That was not on her mind at that particuler moment. Who could blame her? 

He got on top of her. He kissed her. She kissed him back. They went back and forth.  He took off her shirt. He pulled it to het head then pulled it off. He took off his shirt. 

As he was about to unzip her skirt, she remembered. She got nervous. He was about to uncover her secret. He pulled down her skirt. He saw the diaper. There was evidence that the diaper was very full. She had use the diaper multiple times it seemed. 

He had no idea. He was shocked. At first he was not sure what this ment.some brides wore diapers because once the dress was on, it was next to near imposible to do anything in it. Why would she stil be diapered.he was totaly shocked.

She saw the shock in his eyies. “Why are you wearing a diaper? ” he asked.”i was thown off a horse. I was in coma briefly. I lost my blader and bowel continence.  I have been unable to regain control.  I have given up trying to regain that control. ” she told him.

He was in disbelief.  He never expected this.  She saw the disgust i. His eyies. She wanted to bury her heas in her face abd dissapear. His mood was gone. He got up and went into the bathroom. 

He had no idea what to do. While his denomination did not have an alowence for enulment, there might be an acception. Her family badicaly commited fraud agest his. That was how he saw itm he knew he was not thinking straght.

She cried in the bed. She could not beleve that this happened. She just wanted to dissapear. She was not sure what to do.

After a couple of houers he came out. She vad stayed in her bra and diaper for a while.  She had just laid on the bed. She eventually changed her diaper and put her t shirt back on.he came out. 

“I reacted badly. I am sorry. I was just stuned. ” he said.”do you stil want to be maried to me?” she asked. He said he did. They hugged.  They held each orther for a bit. 

Then they kissed. His sex drive kicked back in. He pulled off her shirt and bra. She removed his pants and underware. He took off her diaper. She just had a diaper change but of course she had soiled it again. 

He went inside her. He kept going. She beged him not to stop. After she peed mutiiple times. 

He got use to her incontinence.  He would change her diaper.  She like to go pantless in private.  He was fine with it. 

He started to wear a diaper.  At first he just held in his pee. She tried to get him to pee his diaper.  He could not do it. His mind would not let him. After a while it gave way. Once the dam burst it did not. He enjoyed it.he wore diapers when not at work.

They had children. He started his own bussiness. It was quite successfully.  He 

Diapered man 

The story of jim,a sucesfull businesses man who faces incontinence.

I am jim. I am maried with two kids. I started a business. It was a lot of work but it did provide a comfortable standared of living. We had a house and two relible vehicles. Things were good. 

I was working on paper work. I did not realize it but i had pied a bit. I went to use the toliet later that day. I noticed a wet spot on my underwear.  It was a bit odd. 

I changed underwear so that no one noticed. I went home . no one not even my wife knew. I hoped that this was a one time occurrence.  

I did not have a recurrence of that event for a few weeks. I forget the whole event. 

One day i was meeting with a client. I started to pee. I tried to hide it. I was able to conceil it. I just did not stand up. I was able to keep the client from finding out.i still got the contract. 

After the new client left, i told my secteatery that i would be gone for a little bit. I went to my doctor.  I explaned the situation to him. He asked me several folowup questions.  

He ordered several test. I was negitive for any kind of cancer. They did some other checking. Aperently i had a weak bladder. 

“I dont knoe why but your blader seams to be weakoning. I dont know why. I am not sure if it will get worse. I think it could. “Dr. Fred willis said.

“What do you recommend? ” i asked. “I think you should consider warring diapers!”he said. 

I could not believe this. I prided myself on being strong. I played sports in high school.  I was known my strength. I served one term in the military.  I liked being macho.  This in my mind made me weak. I hated being seen as weak. 

 “Diapers? “I asked.  “I know this is hard to take in. This is a way to prevent embarrassing events you described. I believe if you dont you run the risk of more embarrassing weting evidence. I know you dont want that.  “He said.

After i left the doctors office i went to a store and brought a pakege of diapers.  I tried to find a line with a cashier i did not know. I found one.  I tried not to be nervous ot draw any attention to the diapers. I tried not to make a big deal of it. The cashier was prifesional. I paid then left the store. I was so happy to do so. 

After diner i told my wife amber i neded to talk to her. “Amb i have been leaking a bit. I had doc wilson check it out and i am going incontinent. He said i should ware diapers just as a precaution.  I brought a pakege. I wanted to tell you before i put some on. ” i told her.

She huged me. “Im so sorry hunnie. It will be ok. “She said.she was so sweet. She always had been. She is the kindest person i know.  I could always count on her.she held on to me. “We will get though this.” she assured me.

“I know that.  You will love me even though i will be a diaper guy?”he asked. “Of course silly. You will be my diaper guy. “She assured me.

“Look we had better get a diaper on you! “She sugested. I knew she was right. I figured we had better get it over with. I took her hand and we went to our bed room. 

She had me get on the bed. I pulled off my pants.  She took off my underwear.  She took out a diaper. It felt sqishy. I felt odd. She said i looked cute in my diaper. I was not so sure. I was glad that she thought so. She seemed ok with it.  

We got rid of all my underware . diapers were now my underware.  I had no chioce now. The doctor said that if i only used diapers i probably would be totaly diaper dependent.  Use diapers become incontinent. Dont use diapers become incontinent.  Either way i was screwed.  I seamed to have a better schot with diapers.

I hoped no one at work learned my secret.  I krinkled whenever i moved. Everyone found out. My staf was smal.they were loyal to me.they all understood.  They were kind and suportive. I treated the business like a family. They were helpful.  

I tried to only be urine incontinent.  I lost fecal control by accident. It was easier to poop my diaper. I kept using it. I was forced into fecal incontinence as well. 

My wife was so soportive.she changed my diaper.even put baby powder on me. She was so kind and emcoureging. 

I got used to being diaper dependent.  My wife decided to ware a diaper herself.  She started to become incontinent.  We loved changing eachother. We are the diaper couple.

I am no longer humiliated by my condition.  I accepted it.now i consider it a privledge to be diaper dependent.  I cant believe people chose to be potty trained. I imagine they are miserable.  Diaper dependent is the way to go.

The end. 

Going diaper dependent 

The story of nicky,a young wife facing incontinence.

Nicky was a young wife and mom. She was a stay at hone mom but did some work from home.  She was for the most part very healthy. She had a problem.  

She was starting to have trouble making it to the bathroom.  It started out smal. The issue continued to get worse. It went from a slight inconvenience to an out and out nuisance. 

She tried to ignore it. She tried to deal with it. It was coming to a point where she could not deny that this was an issue. She decided to tell her doctor.  

“I am having dificulty controlling ny bladder. It is like my body is falling to send the right signal.before i know it i leak. It is smal but it stil happends. ” she told the doctor. 

Dr. Megan parnelle listened to her and her concerns.  She did some test. “It seems that you have some mild incontinence. I am not too concerned. I am going to keep an eye on it. Unfortunately there is not much i can do about it. It is not too serious. ” megen assured her. 

Nicky was woried even though her doctor told her not to. While she put her best face froward teling her husband paul about her health exam. He suspected that something was up. He decided not to press it. 

She became obsesed with it. It nade the situation worse.  Probably she could have managed it. She was going crazzy over it. She had to do something about it.

She did some research.  She looked on webmd.she also looked at orther medical sites. She looked at suport groups. She saw tha some with ths issue chose to ware a diaper. They decided to ware a diaper 24\7.

She kind liked the idea. She did not find the idea strange or gross. She did not want to be fecally incontinent but there might be ways around it. She might be able to get around that.

She knew that this was a big issue.she decided not to make it lightly. When she was fairly certain that she was going to go though with it,she decided to tell her husband paul. 

She started off by explaining the situation to her. He took it all in. He just listened. He listened to understand not to respond.  

He was a throughfull person.  He always had been. Especially around her. She loved that about him.he was always attentive to her needs. 

“So what do you want to do about it hun?”he asked. He knew her well enough to know that if she was bringing this uo,she had a suggestion for a solution.  He suspected that it was probably controversial.  It might borderline on the extreme.  A lot of  times her idea were.  He got use to it. He did love it about her. 

“Well i want to get rid of all my panties and want to ware diapers all the time now. ” he told her. ” you want to become diaper dependent? ” he asked. 

“I can’t do this! It is driving me crazy. It is definently interfering with my ability to have my desired quality of life. ” she told him. 

“Ok! ” he said. They did reserch. They deternined that they would need a diaper bag as well as onesies and plastic panties and diapers. 

They ordered diapers and related phariphalia on line.  It would take time for the packages to arive. There was a transition.  She was excited to begin this phase if her life. 

Then the pakeges arived. Paul helped her get rid of her panties.  “No going back! “He said.” i know!”she said. “Read?” he asked. “Im ready! ” she answered.

She wore a green sweter, gray skirt and was barefoot.she pulled down her pink panty to her legs.she wore her favorite panties to commemorate her last underwear that she would ever ware. She laid down. He pulled her skirt out.  He put baby powder on her vaginal area. He put the diaper on her. It felt squushy. 

They water proof the bed.she had to change some habits. She made surw she was well hydrated before bed. 

They hugged and watched tv. She did not try to urinate. She did not give it much thought. While enjoying a movie. She had leaked.nothing too bad. As they walk to bed there was a flood.

She came to love having her diaper changed by her husband. She loved having a full diaper. He pulled off the soiled diaper. He washed her off. He gave her a fresh one.

She wore a t shirt and a diaper.  She nothing on her lege but her diaper.  She woke up wet. She and paul showered.  She peed in the shower.she dried herself off in thw shower as she peed while drying off.

She became totally incontinent in a fast amount of time. There was no going back.  Shw figured that what the figure. She had accepted that. 

Her family was taken aback. At holiday function they noticed she did not use the facilities much.  They hured a noise when she waled. She explained to them the situation. 

They felt so sory for her. She did not feel that way. When life gave her lomons she made lemonade.  She enjoyed her life. Others did not understand. Her family woukd berage her with various medical abd surgical options.  She took the information. She thanked them. It was never something she would consider.  This was her life now. She waw content with that.  

The end.