Im lilly. I am a wife and mom. I am a stay at home. My husband mike owns his own bussiness. We have a good life together.
I had never had isues with incontinence. Poty training as a child was sucesfull very early on. Even after my first child was born, i did not have any isues.
Shortly after my second child was born, i noticed some signs. One day i woke up wet. I had wet the bed. I was devisated. Luckily mike was in w hury to get out of bed and he did not nottice.
While he was in the shower, i quickly pulled off my soiled nightie and panties and threw them in the washer. I then striped the bed. I put on a bath robe.
I usualy did not get out of bed until after he went to work.the newborn made steady sleep probimetic. Mike let me sleep. He did usualy give me a kiss before he left.
“Your up early!” mike commented. “My body told me i was awake. I threw up my hands and gave in. ” i told him. He hugged me and kissed me.i felt weird. I did not want to be touched right now. It was not his fault. I just felt dirty. He was so loving. I was glad of that.
When he left i took a shower. I was so glad to get cleaned off. I stil did not feel clean. I got dresed and got to my daily chores. I tried to get pass it.
The next day my husbend woke me up. “Hunnie! ” mike said. “Yea! ” i said along with other incoherent phrases. “Hunnie! I think you might have wet the bed. ” he said.
I quickly got up. I said “oh crap!” he wanted to hug me. I did not want him to embrace me while i was stil in soiled cloths.
“I dont know why this hapened. ” i said. “Look its ok love. “He tried to assure me. I did not feel like it was going to be ok. I appreciated what he was trying to do.
He asked me to join him in the shower. We both loved to shower together. This was not one of those times. I wanted to cower in a corner somewhere. He wanted to just love on me. That was how he was. He was a good man.
I tried to take steps to negate any problems that could occur at night. I reduced liquid intake well before bed. I made sure i emptied my bladder. It seemed to work.
One day, weeks later, i had to pee. The baby was nursing. I tried to hold it on. While heading to the bathroom i had an acident. My skirt and panties were soaked.
I continued to have these incidents.it was driving me batty. It was becoming more and more of a inconvenience. It was far more then a simple nusience any more.
I consulted various groups on the web. Some womwn with similar ailments decided to wear diapers. Manny got rid of there panties and diapers became there underware.
I was not a big fan if wearing diapers all the time. This was getting ridiculous. I was sick of all this. I gave it a lot of thought. I decided that diaper wearing might be the best option.
How would i tell mike? How would he react? Would he suport me? I had no idea how to break to him. I wanted him to be on bored with this. I needed his suport. I did not know how to go about it.
I made his favorite meal. I made his favorite desert. Then we watched his favorite movie. I think he knew something was up.
“Hunie we need to talk. ” i told him.he was a bit startled. “Ok. ” he said. “Look i think i might be becomming incontinent. I would like to get rid of my panties and replace them with diapers. I would like to wear diapers all the time. ” i told him.
“I see. I knew you were having difficulties. I am realy sorry to hear that. I am ok with that. I fully suport whatever decision you make. ” he said. I hugged him.
I bought a bunch of diapers from a wholesale club. The cashir ask me about the diapers. I told her that i was becoming incontibent and have decided to become diaper dependent. She was not sure what to say.
I bought waterproof sheets and waterproofed our bed. I got plastic panties and adult onesies.
My husband and i had a diaper party.we had pizza and a cake. We threw away all of my panties. I cut them up and threw them in trash bags.
I removed my last panty. He put me in a diaper. It felt squishy and weird. I floooded my diaper. I liked to wear just my diaper in my house. He seemed to like me wearing a t shirt and diapers. I like not having to worry about having acidents. It was super convenient. The world is my toilet.
I am totaly incontinent now. I could not be hapier. He loves his diapered wife. Sex is a bit messy but thats ok.