I am kendra. I work at regonal human resource manager for edson industries. Edson is a major international cooperation. I was not always a regonal manager. I started off as a grunt worker.
I had woked at small time stores. I worked at convenient stores, retail, mall store and the such. I got a job working on the inventory team at a distribution center .
I was one of a just a few women working on the crew. I felt like i had a lot to prove. I wanted to show my co workers that i could handle this. I wanted to prove myself as a worker.i tended to push myself. I wanted to do better then everyone else.
I wanted to get noticed. I wanted to exell. At the time, i was not intetested in becoming a big wig in the company. I just wanted to have a stable job. I wanted to be secure in the job. Well as secure as you can be in this kind of work.
I kept my head down. I focused on my job. I did not engage in smal talk. I focused on work only. I did my work to the very best of my ability.
My supervisors liked me. I was starting to get noticed. I did not rest on my laurels. I just kept working. I tried to constently improve.
One issue that is hard for me was bladder isues. Much of the work included fast paced work that required focus on the work. It requured paying attention in a meticulous fashon.
While preparing freight for a truck or loading you had to focus. You had to be fast, acurate and efficient. You had to do the same thing with loading the truck. You could not realy stop at critical points in the process. This made bathroom breaks problimetic.
Not only that, they worked though all four seasons . even in colder wreathers, it could get hot in the loading area. My thought was always getting dry. We did not have a.c. we drank a lot of water. Hydration was very importent. Our supervisors stressed staying hydrated.
This created another issue. The more you drink the nore you had to go. You could not cut down on water intake. I was afraid that my co workers and superiors would look down on me if i took too manny bathroom breaks.
I tried to hold it in. I hated feeling like i had to go. I did the pepee dance. I tried to focus on my work. I did all i could to stay working. I made a bigger deal then it was . i had this irrational fear of being canned. I constently feared i was going to be let go. I was actually in a good place with the compony. I did not feel that way. At the time i believed that every day i was on the cusp of being terminated. While this was not true or rational, that was i believed at the time.
I was actually starting to get noticed. I was considered a risung star on the crew. I did not know that. I got more woried.
The bladder isue was driving me crazy. I feared taking too many bathroom breaks. I also dreaded the feeling of having to go . i did not want to become dehydrated either. It was a huge problem.
I did some research. I tried to find out what others with similar situations did. I learned that manny female workers in similar situations opted to wear diapers.
I was shocked and stunned. Diapers? I could not imagine it. The thought of wearing diapers was repugnent. I hated the idea. It was degrading. I rejected the idea. There was no way i was going to wear a diaper let alone use one.
The situation did not get better.i became more and more afraid of loosing my job. I hated needing to pee but not being able to. At least i was elimiting myself with regard to using the toilet.
I was going crazy. I was getting more and more agitated and nervous. I decided to conduct a trial run. I went to a store and picked up a package of diapers.
When i got to the cash register, the young lady at the register saw it. “Diapers?” she aaked. “Yes. I work a job that makes bathroom breaks difixult. I am going to try diapers ” i said.
The next day, i took a shower. Then i opened the package of diapers. I took out the diaper. I put out a pad. I put on the diaper. I put my jeens over the diaper.
I felt weird. I was very self conscious. I found i got more done that day. I worked and worked. I did not think about peing.
I did not realize that i had peed in my diaper. I did not just pee once but multiple times. During my lunch break, i changed my diaper . it was very very full. It was again just before i left.
I went home without a diaper. I found i was more stresed at home. I tried to be diapered at work but not at home.
After a couple of weeks i tried wearing diapers at home. I wore a t shirt and just a diaper. Diapers relaxed me.
I came to love diapers. I was promoted to a lead position then to a supervisor. I kept getting ptomoted. Other ladies asked me my secret. Many other ladies folowed by lead and started to wear diapers. I had started a trend.
I eventually was given an office job. Then i was offered a regonal position. The sky is the limit.
By now i am basically diaper dependent. Am i incontinent? Probably. I have not tried. I live diapers. They calm me and provide comfort. I would not be where i am without them.
I am a huge fan of enploye male and females wearing diapers. I advise workers to be diapered.
Many female have folowed in my footsteps. Many have folowed my example. I am happy, productive abd diapered.
This is a work if fiction. This story is not endorsing the use of diapers at work.