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The cashir  

a cashir becomes obsessed with adult diapers

Meghen was a cashir at a drug store. She was 19 years old. She was attending a community college. She stil lived at home.  She was very disciplined. She worked and went to school.  

She had worked at some kind of job sense she was 16. She was a hard worker.  She got good evaluations at work. She focused on her work. She was friendly.  She never got distracted. She was productive and trustworthy. 

Manny customers enjoyed when she was on. She was popular with middle aged and elderly ladies.  She was popular with middle aged and younger man. She did get hit on. It was usualy all in good fun. Mostly harmless flirting.  It was never a big deal.

Some days ,the store was flooded with people.  Others time it was mellow. Some days it came in waves. She handed the store end not the phamacy end. She was basicaly a cashir at a mini retail outlet. 

She cashed people out or orgainized products on the shelf. Sometimes she took care of outs.  She always kept buisy. 

She never knew what to expect.  Some customers bought food. Some baught toy as a last minute birthday gift on there way to a nephew’s birtbday party. Some got over the counter medication and some bought a previusly vieiwed dvd which was usually an impulse buy. She saw it all.  She got the nervous young men buying condoms.  

Sense this was a drug store, she did sell her share of adult diapers. Usualy adult diapers and incontinence paraphernalia were purchased by older people. Either older people or there caregivers.  

Meghen was respectful.  Her grandmother was forced to wear diapers.  She was never disparaging.  She had relitives who worked in medical fields so she knew that age and certain deases and medical conditions can cause loss of blader control or certain degrees of incontinence.  It waa hardly s stingma. There by the grace of God i go as it has been said. She knew that in life, no one got out alive. Difficulties were bound to happen.  It is life. She always handled things tactfully.  Most customers who baught diapers were perenial diaper buyers so it was not a big deal.  

One day a young lady came in. She apeared to late teens or early twenties. She suspected that she was roughly the same age. She her hair in a poney tail. She was about five seven. She wore a green t shirt and gray skirts and sandles. 

She seemed shy. She did not look up. She seemed nervous. She was dresed conservatively. While some girls who were not traditional who wore dreses wore them above the knee. She was traned to spot potential shop lifters.  She did not fit the profile. One never knew.  Never asume anything she was told. She kept an eye of her. 

She did not watch her like a hawk but did watch her a little bit. She went over to the isle with incontinence suplies. She looked over various adult diaper products and then picked up a package. 

She btought it over to the counter. She was the first person she saw buying diapers that was her age. It was unusual.  No big deal but unusual.  It was a qiet day. She could let her mind wounder and speculate for a bit. 

The younger lady placed the package of diapers on the table. Meg rung her up. “Adult diapers?” meg asked. She shyly said “yea.” she said. She appeared uncomfortible.

She was not sure if this was a medical reason or something else. Meg suspected that it might be a curiosity. She paid in cash. She gave her her change.

Meg never thought about wearing diapers.  She did not have any isues with bladder control. It was nothing she considered. 

At home, she went to a seearch engine. She typed in reasons to wear adult diapers.  There was incontinence of course. There were levels of incontience from minnor leakege to almost total loss of control. There was incontinence caused by blader cancer or brain trauma or some car of injury due to an accident. There were other reasons that some chose to wear diapers. 

Diapers were sonetimes used in bondege or s and m. Some who worked in factories opted to wear diapers. Brides sometimes opted to wear dispers due to the thousands of layers they put on. There was even a naime for it,bridal diapers. Some ladies wore diapers during unsual flows during periods. 

Then there was what was called abdl.adult baby diaper lover. There were those who wanted to live like a baby. They wore diapers.  They dresed in one sies or baby like pjs. Some skept in cribs and played with toys.

Some had normal jobs and lived normal lives. Some were only babies when they clocked out. Others might wear diapers all the time. They might keep it on the d.l . if they were discivered, they might feign a medical reason. 

There are some who are the dl but not so much the ab part. There are casual diaper lovers all the way to full time adult babies.

There are some who try to totally revert to babyhood. They hire nanies.They live in cribs. Date line nbc like magazine like shows have profiled them.  They have garnered a csi episode. 
There was a former nasa astronaut who used diapers while following an x lover.

Megan became an expert on diapers.She checked web md and scholerly works on thr subject. She read from magazine like cosno or vice. She read adrien surely blog.  She read blogs of people who lived in basement but had intenet aces, a wordpress acount and lot of opinions. She read erotic disper fiction like the ones on daily diapers, home sted and  zty.

She had no plans to wear diapers. She had bo plans to pee or poop in them. It seems that what you reserch you become. Whstsoever a man thinketh in his heart so is he as proverbs says. 

Meghen moved on for a time. She forgot about it. The customer came in frequently.  She decided to ask her. “Do you wear diapers all the time now? ” meg asked. 

“I do. I threw away all my panties . i am one hundred percent diaper wearer now. ” she said.”do you like it?”she asked.  “I love it. Its convenient. Its comfortible. I forgot i am wearing them most of the time. It is part of me now. It is who i am. ” she admitted. 

Meghen became intreged. She baughtea package.  She took it home and put one in. She went to sleep in it.she woke up wet.she had peed her diaper.

The next night she did not wear a diaper.She woke up dry. She found if she was diapered at night she peed. If she wore rwgular underwear sge did not.

She wore a diaper to work.she did not pee in it. She liked having the secuity of knowing that she could if she have to. It was like an insurance policy or a safty blanket. 

She wore one to work every day for a mounth. She did not pee in them.  One day she got buisy.  She peed her diaper and had not realized it. She felt embarrassed.  

She peed again the next day.it did not borther her. She came to like the convenience of it. She started wearing all the time.

One day the customer came in. ” i wear all the time now. ” she told her. They compared brands.  They ended up becoming friends . 

Meghen became totaly diaper dependent.  She loved it.

The end

I have been writing a lot of diaper lover story latly. I like to write both diaper lover as well as incontinence fictiin and forced. 

I do not know if this is part of the bethy series.i set it up so it could be. The only thing is that i dis not bethy a christian to be an evangelist for diaper wearing.  I see her simply as a Christian girl who wears diapers.  Not an apologist.  I was vaugue on the diaper buying girl.

The other reason was that i did not want to have to bank on the other stories. I wanted this one to be a stand alone.  

Diapered mom 

dona the mom decides to try diaper wearing.

Dona was a mother of eight kids.the oldest was his twenties. The youngest was a baby. Dona was hapily maried. 

Dona went to a bible college.  That was  where she met her hushusband. She worked from age 16 until she got pregnent with her oldest. She had not worked sense then. 

She was very traditional.  She wore skirts and dreses. She had worn pants under neth a dress or skirts. She had never worn pants on her own. She was opposed to wearing pants. She believed in dressing in a feminine fashon. She was verry feninine.she believed in differences between men and women.  

She raised her daughters to beleve that as well. She raised her girls to be girls. She made no apologies for that.that was just how he was.  

She was a great house wifw. She maintained her house well. She had a good reputation.  She was good at maintaining the home. She did a lot in the church as well. She loved to devorate thr church. She was good at it. She was well liked. She sent a good reputation inside and outside the church. 

She traned her daughters to be submisive. She traned them to submit to there future husbends. She made sure they knew the importance of biblical principles of submision. She did that well. She traned them to be good wives and moms. 

Dona saw her oldest daughter bethy start to get together with a young man. She started to get close.  She suspected that she was going to marry him. 

Sure enough, in time he purposed. She said yes.  She was happy for beth.at the same time she was sad that she was growing up and moving on. She knew that this was what was supposed to happen.  She had met a good match. He would be a fine husbend. She was making a good choice. 

Dona noticed something a bit odd. Her bum area seemed to be padded. It was puffy. She started to suspect that she was wearing a diaper.  She had no idea why. It was her bussiness. She did not pry. 

Then one day, she walked in.she saw her sister elese put her in a diaper..later on,bethy came to her morther and they talked about things. 

“Yes i am wearing a diaper. I am going to only wear diapers for now on. ” bethy said. “Ok. What brought this on hunnie!” she asked. 

“My fiancée wants me to wear diapers.  He sees it as a sign of submision.  I have agreed to do as he requests. ” she said.

“I see. I wondered what was going on. Your ok with this? You have thought this though?” her mom asked. “I have. I gave it a lot of thought. I really like wearing diapers.i like to use the diapers for there intended perpose. I want to do this.  ” beth assured her mom. 

While she was a bit surprised. She decided to trust her daughter. She alowed her to do as she wanted. She wanted to be supportive of her daughter.  

She started to change beth’s diaper. It created a bound between them. She looked froward to it. Then she got maried and moved out. On occasion, when she visited,she got to change her diapers. It was few and far between. 

Then elese started to wear diapers. She found them comforting. She loved wearing them. She became obsesed with wearing diapers. She became diaper dependent herself. Dona got to change her diaper. 

Soon she met someone and she got maried. She moved out and she went on her own.  Dona still had the other children to take care off. She still kept buisy. 

One day she talked it over with her husbend. “What do you think of women wearing diapers as a sign of submision? ” she asked. “I had not realy considered it. What are your views on it?” he asked. 

“I find the whole thing intriguing. I dont know why but i do. ” Dona said. “I kinda find it intriguing myself. “He admited. She suspected that he felt that way. 

“Do you want me to wear diapers? ” she asked. He chuckled. “Mayby!” he said in a joking mannor. She joined him in laughing. 

She decided to get some diapers. She saw the same cashier that her daughters used. “You guys all going into diapers ” she asked. “Prety much!” Dona admited. 

Dona took the diapers home. She took off her panties. She laid down. She hyked up her skirt. She took out the diaper and put it on. She pulled her skirt down. 

When her husbend came home,he did not tell him that she was diapered. She waited for him to notice her.  He did after a while. 

He came over and grabbed her bum. He felt her diapered. It turned him on. He was happy with her decision. She did not try to pee her diaper.  While they chatted, she got distracted.she peed into the diaper. He could tell what she was doing. Soiling the diaper also turned him on.

Later that night they walked to the bed room. The kids were all asleep. They went to the bed. They got into bed. They kissed. They started to remove each other’s clothing. 

He came to her diaper.it was quite full. He removed it. He did not cleen her off. He put his erect thing in her.after he gave her a new diaper and threw away the old one. 

They cuddled after wards. She evebtually embraced diaper wearing all the time. She got rid of her panties. 

Her daughters were thrilled that she joined the diaper club. They would change each other when they saw eachother. 

They were all fans of diaper wearing. Neither of the three went back to wearing panties. 

The end. 

Elese 

the story started in diaper denands continues. This time the focus is on her sister Elese.

Elese is the younger sister of bethy. She saw bethy dissent into diaper depeentcy.  This is her observations and her own jouney into diaper depeentcy. 

I am bethy’s younger sister. Bethy was shy and qiet. We were always prety close growing up. We still were. 

One day i walked in on her. She had a package of diapers. I thought this was strange. I never knew her as having isues with incontinence. 

“Why do you have diapers?” i asked.i never expected her answer. Not in a milion years. She explaned that her fiancée wanted her to only wear diapers from now on. Aperently he believed that this was key to being submissive.  

I thought that it was a litle odd. She seemed to be fine with it. She seemed to want to make the best of it. I agreed to help her.

I don’t know why but this whole thing had peaked my curiosity. I wondered what it would be like to wear and use diapers. 

I helped her spread out a water proof mat on the bed.  She pulled off her skirt and panties. She laid down on the bed. I took out a diaper and put it it on her.i closed the straps. 

I thought she looked cute in her diaper. She looked all poofy. I helped her put her skirt back on. She went though various moments.  I got to see those myiad emotions at that moment. 

I became curuous about it myself.  I thought about wearing diapers exclusivly. I also thought about only weting and messing myself. I found myself appalled by it and aroused at the same time.  It was really unusual. I did not tell anyone about these feelings. I prefered to keep it under wraps.  I thought that was best.  I was not prepared to admit these feelings even to myself. 

I tried to keep it under raps. It was not a constant obsession at that point.it was mearly something i thought about every once in a while.it was not a big deal.  

Seing bethy in diapers sparked something in me. I changed her diapers quite frequently. I enjoyed doing it. I got a little turned in. I never told beth.i am prety sure she knew. 

I had not got my own diapers or tried one for myself. I did imagine it. I thought about what it would be like.  I kind of liked the thought. 

My mom and i changed bethy often. Some times we took turns. Other times we did it together. We both liked doing it. 

The wedding day got closer.beth sugested that all of the bridesmaids should be diapered.  I was reluctant to wear them..bethy really wanted us to. 

I decided to go for it. I came to the church in a t shirt and denim skirt.  My mom put the diaper on me. It felt squishy qnd cold. It was a bit comfortable.  I put the dress on. 

It was a very buisy few hours. I had goten dustracted.  I had not realized it but i had peed myself mutiple times. When i got home my mom took off my diaper and cleaned me up.  

I had a bit of an invilid fetish. I began to find the idea of being bathed and dressed by some one else quite titillating.   I did not know why.

I put panties back on.i wanted to put on a fresh diaper. I am not sure how mom would react to having two daughters who were a.b.d.l. i recisted the whole idea. At least at that point.

I woke up the next morning soaked.i had wet the bed multiple times.i striped the bed and put all of the soiled beding in the washer. I bathed. I feared the worst. Had that one day of diaper wearing compromised my bladder? Could it have been weakoning for some time ? Had i just not noticed it.

I was frightened and scared but i was also excited. This might force me to become diaper dependent. As it turned out, it was all a fluke. I did not have any other isues.   

I was a bit disappointed.  I kinda liked the idea. I gues it was a good thing. I went on with life. I did not think obout diaper wearing.  

A few mouths later, i was cleaning out my closet when i found the package of diapers.  I decided to use them. I did not want them to go to waste.

I put one on. I forgot i was wearing it.i had wet myself. I did not change myaelf right away.  Then i did.

Bethy and i hung out quite a bit.  She had become pregnant.  I was happy for her.  We visited eachother abd changed each others diapers. 

I was sad when i ran out if diapers. I went to the drug store and got more.i got the same cashir bethy did. “Incontinence or fetish? ” she asked. I laughed.”fetish i am afraid ” i said.

“I know a girl who buy diapers for fetish ” she said.”that is pribably my sister.” i said 

I got hooked on diapers.  I was shy. I was esoecialy shy around boys. A new guy named mike started attending the church. I tried to introduce myself right away.i knew all of the single girls would want to be his rebeca to his issack. I tried to get there first. 

I tried to get notice. It worked.he asked me out. We went out to dinner. I did not wear diapers.  I had wet myself.  I really hoped he did not notice. 

I put s coat over my waste.  “Did you soil youself?” he asked. I said yes in a humiliated tone. He felt bad for me. 

He did, much to my surprise ask me out again.  I wore diapers. I told him i wore diapers most of the time. He was fine with that.

I got rid of my panties. I went exclusivly to diapers. We got maried and not long after the weding i got pregnant. 

My mom was ok having two daughters who wore adult diapers. Would she herself fall prey to the diaper bug that seemed to be spreading though the female members of the family?  

The end.

Next up

The family matriarch explores diaper fetish.  

 

Diaper demand part two. 

part two . Bethy adjust to life of wearing diapers 24-7.

Bethy was a shy girl. She was a bit reserve. She wanted to be married.  There did not seem to be a viable candidate for her husband.  Then she met William jr.

He was the son of the new pastor. He was tall, handsone and smart. Every lady in the church desired to marry him. He had been cool with them..he seemed to resist there advances. He continued to resist there entreaties.  

Bethy was able to get into his heart. She got his attention.  He let her in. He let her in more and more.  

They eventually dated and he proposed.  She said yes.then he totally shocked her.  He told her that he wanted her to be totaly subservient to her. She was fine with being submissive.  She learned the importance of submission from her mom and grandmothers and great grandmother’s.  Then there was the next request.  This one totaly shocked her. 

He told her he wanted her to wear diapers all the time. He wanted her to only use diapers.  She was not expecting this. 

She did not protest. She did agree to his request.  She went out and bought diapers. She cut up her panties and threw them away. She had her sister help her put on a diaper. She felt weird but she figured that she would get use to it. 

It was not so bad she thought.  She was not given a time table to transition into diaper dependency. She decided to surprise him during a date.  

She put on a white buttoned up shirt. She wore a black skirt with a white half slip under it. She wore nylons and black dress shoes. She was excited to see him.she was also excited for him to see her in a diaper.

She met up with him at the resturant. Her but looked padded. It was obvious that she was diapered. He got really excited. 

“Are you wearing a diaper?” he asked.she could tell that he was excited. Usually he was reserve. He was even keeled. This was a side of him that she had not seen before. Months before, she would have found it odd and intimidating.  It did not realky brother him this time. 

She smiled.  “Yes i most certently am. ” she told him. She had a great big smile. He touched her butt. He felt the diaper. She was surprised by that. She was not offended but she would have been months erlier. Not today.  Today was different.  

She came home that night.it was a great date.  They said there  good nights and she got in my car. She drove home.  She Parked the car and headed to the home. 

She went inside. Her parents noticed her puff on her back side. They did not say anything that night. 

After a few days her nom sat down and talked to her. She sat down with her over cofee. “Hunnie! Are you wearing diapers now?” her mom asked. 

“Yes i am wearing diapers.  I wear diapers exclusively now. ” she inforned her. ” oh ! Is something wrong? ” her mom asked. “It was a personal decision. ” she said. “Ok. You know you can always talk to me. ” her mom said.  “I know that mom. ” she told her. 

Wearing diapers was not realy that big of a deal. It was a type of clothing. The problem was using them. To pee in them. That was very intimidating to her.  The prospect of pooping in them was even worse. 

She decided to do what she ordinarily did. She did not increase or dicrease her liquid intake.  She felt the need to pee.  She realy did not want to urinate in her diaper at the restaurant.  

On her drive home she tried to let it go. It did not hapen. She went home and went upstairs. She got into bed.she relaxed. She felt a little pee release into her diaper. It was light abd slow. 

Then all of a suden it flooded into her diaper. It felt kinda good.  She peed mutiple times. Elese came to see him before she turned in for the night. 

“Hi bethalena do you need a diepe change?” Elese asked. “Are you volunteering lese?” bethy asked. “Yes i am volunteering. ” she said.

Elese put a water proof mat on her bed. She had beth get on the bed. She had alrwady taken off her pantyhose. She hiked up her skirt. She felt her diaper.

“Your diaper is really realy full!” she told her. “I am not surprised. ” she told her.  She pulled it off. She dried her off with a wipee. She put baby powder on her. She gave her a fresh diaper. 

She thanked her sister for changing her. Elese did not mind it at all. She enjoyed it. Of course bethy could tell that she did. 

She changed into a night gowan. She got ready for bed. She woke up with a full diaper. She had wet her diaper multiple times. She slept right though it. She never realized that that had occurred.  

She got a diaper bag.  She kept extra diapers. She had wipes and change if cloths.she got adult onesies. 

The cashirs got use to seing her buying diapers. It was realy not a big deal.every once in a while there was a new cashir so she had to deal with the awkwardness. She was use to it.

The problem was pooping.she could not do it. Sge pooped in the toilet. One day she had to poop. She decided to get it over with.  

Elese and her mom change her. They cleaned her off. She then showered. She swore she would never do that again. 

Her bowels had different ideas. It seems that the law of diminishing returns works both ways. She got used to that as well. After a while it did not brother her like it used to. She did not even try to poop in a toilet. She looked forward to crapping her self over time. 

She was diaper dependent after a while. She had not tried to repoty trane but she was prety sure she was incontinent by now. She was fine with it. 

Her wedding day had arived. She gave herself an enema before the wedding. She had a really thick diaper on.

When he tore into her, her diaper was extremly full. He renoved it. He did not totaly renove it. He did not clean her. He felt her clamy skin as he penetrated her. 

She did not mind. She liked the feel of him touching her clsmmy skin. After the encounter they held eachother. She peed everywhere. They were both tired. He put a fresh diaper on herhe requested room cleaning.  He had let them know that she was incontinent when he made the reservation.  

They both loved it. There marriage was off to a good start. 

The end. 

When i wrote part one i thought the ending was rushed. I thought that was room for more material.  I like how this one came out. 

The author does not endorse forced diaper dependency or intentional incontinence. This is a work of fiction and fantasy. 

Next up

Aftet seing her big sister becoming diaper dependent and loving it, Elese decides to put on a diaper.

Diaper demand 

a young lady is attracted to a pastor’s son.he has an unsual demend.

Bethy was a sweet but shy girl. She was qiet. She tended to keep to herself. She was the third child of a family of eight kids. Her family were very religious. They were active at a local conservative and traditional Baptist church.  Every time the church doors were open,  they were there. 

Bethy was a bit sheltered.  She was homescholed. She helped raise the younger kids. She was very girlie. She liked to dress up. She liked to style her hair. She loved to cook and bake. She liked to garden.  

She was good at math. She had a natural talent with math but she also had a learned talent.  She honed her math skills.  

She also loved english. She loved grammer and literature. She knew english gramer like the back of her hand. She loved words. 

Because she was so qiet, a lot of people were unaware of her vest knowledge and abilities.  She did not know much about news or curent events.  That was not her interest. 

Her mom was a traditional stay at home mom. She had raised the kids. She had not held a job sence she got pregnant with there oldest. 

She grew up being taught that a women’s place for in the home. She was just how she was raised. She came to beleve that was the truth. That was how it should be. She accepted that and really she embraced it. 

She felt called to be a wife and mom. She was shy and meeting someone was difficult. To save on coast she took colege courses though distance learning. She did not attend colege in a traditional mannor. This made made meeting a sutible canidate to be her hubby problematic.  

Her  church had a few that were age. She did consider any of the young man to be sutible for her. They were mature but just not viable enough. She decided to persue any of them. 

No one seeam to fit the bill. She started to consider settling.  Just picking someone. Several young man had persued her but she rebuffed there advances. She had no interest in any of them. She considered going for one of them and just hoping it would work out. She decided that that was not her. She could not do that. It was just not in her. 

She was ready to give up. She was ready to throw in the towel. She was ready to walk away from her dreams and goals in life. Then everything changed. 

The pastor who had served for 16 years decided to move on. The church had an interem pastor for a time. After an extensive search ,they called a new pastor. 

The new pastor had a large family.  His oldest was in his early twenties and the youngest was a baby.  His oldest was William jr. He was handsome and tall. He was a bible college student. 

He quickly became a key member of the church. He felt called to be a pastor. He became an unificial assistant pastor. He preached. He help his dad teach Sunday school. He started a youth group. 

He was well liked in the church especially by younger people in the church.  He was godly ans marure. He was a mans men as well. He loved sport’s and was an avid outdirsman.he loved to hunt and fish and loved to go snowmobiling.  

He was liked by the guys. He was also liked by the girls. Every girls at the church wants to marry. They made that clear.  They threw thenaelves at him figuratively of course sense this is an independent fundinental baptist church we are talking about.  He seemed to resist there advances. Was he uninterested or being coy no one could tell.  It did not seem to deter them. They still tried to woo him regardless.  

Bethy really liked him. She admired him. She though he was handsome.  She loved his knowledge of the bible.she also loved his strength and physical ability. She loved everything about him. 

She figured she had no chance with him. Conpared to some of the other girls ,she was hardly the prettiest.  She was not the smartest or the most talented.  She had trouble talking to a boy without getting tounge tied.she figued she did not have any chance of having a chance with him. 

She gave up. What she did not know was that she was the kind of girl he was looking for. He wanted a shy and dmure young lady.  He wanted someone who would play a behind the scenes suporting role. She was perfect for him. She was not just not aware of that fact.  

He recisted the other girls. So much so that eventually they got the hint and backed off.  She suspected that he was not interested in a relationship. Maybe he felt called to be single. Mayby he was not interested in that now. 

She backed off for a time. They participated in a perade. She helped him work on the float and other aspects of the preperation. She becane his assistant.  His point person. 

People started to suspect that something might be in the works. She did not think so at first. Over time she started to change her mind about him and her.  

They spent more and more time together.  They developed a friendship.  She started to suspect that there  might be a serious future for those two.  

One day, she decided to talk to him about it. “Look i am wondering if you were inrested in a relationship with me?”she asked. 

“I am interested in a relationship in you. I want you to understand that i believe that the husband is the head of the house.  I believe that he must be the leader.  A wife must be submissive.  ” he said.

“I agree with that.  I am perfectly wiling to be submissive.  I believe that that is my dutty. I take it very serious.  ” she assured him. 

“Good.  I am glad to hear that. ” he said.”i believe in male leadership. I believe that the husband is the leader of a family. ” she told him. 

“I just wanted to not be mistaken. I wanted to be clearly understood. I will not be seccond guessed or undermine.  I am a control freak.  I make no apology for that. I dont bend. ” he said.

“I know that. I fully accept that. ” she said. “There is something else.  ” he said. “Ok” she said. She noticed that he was going out of his way to nake it difficult.  She figured that he was testing her level of commitment.  She really wanted to pass.  She hoped that she would pass this test. It was important to her that she did. 

“I need to be subservient to me. I need you to willingly take a back seat to me. I want you to be pasive.  I want you to be resesive. I want you to willingly submit to me in anything. I do not want to be questioned. ” he said.

“Of course. I can be submissive.  I plan on being subservient.  ” she tried to assure him. “I want you to wear adult diapers. I want you to wear diapers 24-7. I dont want to use a bathroom at all. I want you to pee and poop in them all the time. I must insist on that. I canot reneg on that. You must agree to my terms or walk away.” he told her. 

She was shocked. She was not expecting that. To spend the rest of her life in a diaper. She would become incontinent. She never really considered refusing or walking away. The idea scared her. She was frigtened by the idea. She felt she bad to do it.

She did not tell him her objections or fears.  After a few seccond of internal deliberations,  she decided to go along with it.  She would not refuse him.  “I will do it. ” she told him. 

She went to a drug store. She got a pakege of depends.  She brought it to a counter.  ” are you incontinent or abdl?” the young cashier asked.she made sure no one else was around and wispered that she was abdl. 

“It is accepted now. It is really not a big deal any more.  ” the female cashir assured her. She paid and took the bag. The cashir told her to enjoy.she got in her car and drive home.

Her sister came in. She saw her riping up her panties and thowing them in trash bags. Her sister was a bit confused.  “Bethy what are you doing?” her sister elise asked. 

“Well i am thowing away my underwear.  ” she said. “Well i can see that but why? ” her sister asked. ” i am going to wear diapers now.  I am only going to wear diapers.  Nothing but from now on.” she said.

“Seriously?  Only diapers for the rest of your life?” elise asked. “Yes. Diapered all the time. ” she said. “Are you sure on this?” elise asked. ” yes i totaly am.” she said. 

Elese helped her get rid of all of her panties.  She took off the panty she was wearing. .elese took out the diaper. She put it on her sister. She closed the straps.

 She felt squishy and weird. She figured she could get use to it eventually.  She decided to live like sge always did. She had to pee. She let go. She found it easier to let go later.

The next time she saw him he could tell she was in a diaper. Ir turned him on. He loved it. He was sure she was the one.

The end 

It is the end for now. I might write a sequil. I have ideas for furher  installments.  It could be conplete if i never get to it. I like how it came out. I took a hiatus from writing on wirdpress. I have decided to take it up again.  

This is fiction. The author is not endorsing or encouraging this short of behavor.  

Diaper church

A pastor who wears diapers starts a church.

So i am a Christian and a diaper fanatic.  I wear diapers but am not quite adult baby. I like diapers. 

I grew up in the church. I went to a strict fundamental church. It practiced literal interpretation of the bible. They have strict rules on dress music and the like. 

I wanted to be a pastor like my dad. I worked on traning to that end.  That was something i wanted to do. It was something i cared about.  

Then there was another facet of me. The other side of me. The side i don’t really reveal. The side i try to keep hiden.

You see i love diapers. I had trouble poty traning as a kid. Even after being trained,  i had difficulties.  My blader was never fully developed.  The doctor said , while it was nothing really to wory about, on occasion there might be leekege.

This created some fear. Usualy it was not an issue.  It was not something i focused on.

I did some reserch on incontinence and isues associated with it. I stumbled on a sight about people who wore diapers for the fun of it.

I could not believe that someone would chose to wear diapers. I thought it was wrong at first. I used first corinthians 13: 11 as a proof text against wearing diapers for fun.

I could not get the thought of diapers out of my head. I kept considering it. After some time of internal debate i decided to put on a diaper. I was going to spend a day wearing a diaper. 

I ordered diapers on line.  The delivery man had no idea what it on. I dis not have to deal with the embarrassment of putting the package of diapers on the counter and face the potential sneering of a cashier. The delivery man hadno clue what i had bought.  He had a job to do and that was that. 

I was so thrilled when it arived. I waited until the delivery man was ling gone. I opened the packege and pulled out a diaper .

I took off my underware and i put the diaper on. I was going to live my ordinary day. I would do what i udualy did. No more no less. I did my ususl routine.  I eat , i drank i did what i always did. The only difference was that i did not use the bathroom.  That was the only difference.  

I put my pants over the diaper. I refused to use the bathroom. I wondered if i would pee my diaper. I figured if i wore the diaper all day i would eventually have to fill the diaper with pee. 

I had to pee. I wanted relief. I wanted to go to the bathroom.  I considered using the restroom. I would not do it. I did not want to fail the experiment.  

I tried to pee. I could not do it. I tried to pee. Finaly it did. My diaper floooded.i kept peing. 

The next day i went back to wearing underwear. I disliked it. I like the convenience of wearing a diaper. I like the comfort of wearing a diaper. 

I decided to wear a diaper.  I eventualy had a destroy adult underwear party. I threw away every underwear i have. I went to diapers. 

My friends and family knew that i wore diapers. It was not a big deal. I did not make it a big deal. It was one facet of me. It certently did not define me. 

I tried to find groups for Christian diaper wearers. They were few and far between.  One was a group of liberal christian diaper wearers. Members of the Christian left who did not beleve in literal interpretation or were more focused on socisl isues . then there were abdl whitch i was not. 

I decided to start a church for those who wear diapers.  It was a fundamental church but for those who wore diapers. For any reason,  incontinence, convenience or want to. Any reason.  

This was an experiment. One that could easily be a total and complete failure. I accepted that this could fail and fail badly. I was wiling to try. 

I created a website for the church.  I had a standered fundamental doctrine.  I also put section about wearibg diapers. Some might see it at a nitch group but i did not see it that way.  After a lot of work the website was up.

I had a building.  I advertised.  I had no idea if it would work or not.  Thw first sunday i would hold services began.  I had no idea what would happen if anything.  I went to the church. My feeling was whatever happened happened. 

People did come. They were from all walks of life. Rich,  poor and everything in between. There were educated and workers. Some were incontinent, some abdl and some juat wore for whatever reason.  

Eventualy a core group was formed. A permanent church body enurged. We became a family. I believe a local assambly of redeemed.  

It was not without controversy. The c word was used. Fundimentilist acused up of being heritics childish etc. Evebgelucals acused of being ligalistic anf weird..liberals and emugents disliked is. Fbi, child protective services and other groups investigated us but we were cleared. The southern poverty law center put us on a terrorist watch list. We were declared racist even though our church has a sizable minority representation.  The chairman of the deacon bored was African American. We are for the most part apolitical. 

The church thrived.  It grew. We started to get non diaper wearers. Manny who wanted to weae but were afraid came. We were non judgemental on the diaper issue .we did have bathroom facilities. 

Everything was perfect except i was single. I needed a mrs pastor. One of the critism was that i was single. My detractors said i had a herem. I decided to be patcient. Mrs pastor revealed herself.

Erin was a nurse.  She had an overactive bladder.working as a nurse this was a nightmere. She gave up and wore a diaper.  She was not totaly diaper deoendent. It was a help. She gad this insurence in case she could not get to a bathroom. It was a blesing.

It was viewed poorly by her old church. She was seen as weird..she was not techinically incontinent.  Some suspected some kind of devientcy. It made her suspect. 

She heard about my church.  Our official name was northfield baptist assambly (naba or neighbor as some called it) but Manny refered it to it as the diaper church. She decided to check it out.

She loved it. She became verry involved in the church. She was a key player. She was prety , inteligence and sweet.  She was well liked. 

We worked closely on events held in the church. Finaly i asked her out.sge said yes. We datted and evrntualy were married. 

We have kids. The church continue to grow. We decided to start setilite churches. Manny around the united sates.  Diaper churches in Canada developed and diaper churches croped up over the world.

Manny fundamental baptist diaper churches formed a denomination. The diapered baptist association formed.

There are also a diapered penticoastal association as well. There is a diapered congregational group and diapered unitariens. I guess i started something.  

I dont apologize for it. I think it was a great idea. I am proud of it. 

The end 

This is no mesege to this post. It is just for fun.  I am not advocating diaper churches. I had an idea. I was not happy with the earlier story about diaper group.  This was my attempt to make it better. I enjoyed writing this one.  

 

Wearing diapers to work

A female worker decides to wear diapers at work.

I am kendra. I work at regonal human resource manager for edson industries.  Edson is a major international cooperation.  I was not always a regonal manager. I started off as a grunt worker.  

I had woked at small time stores. I worked at convenient stores, retail, mall store and the such. I got a job working on the inventory team at a distribution center . 

I was one of a just a few women working on the crew. I felt like i had a lot to prove. I wanted to show my co workers that i could handle this. I wanted to prove myself as a worker.i tended to push myself. I wanted to do better then everyone else. 

I wanted to get noticed.  I wanted to exell. At the time, i was not intetested in becoming a big wig in the company.  I just wanted to have a stable job. I wanted to be secure in the job. Well as secure as you can be in this kind of work. 

I kept my head down.  I focused on my job. I did not engage in smal talk. I focused on work only. I did my work to the very best of my ability.  

My supervisors liked me. I was starting to get noticed. I did not rest on my laurels. I just kept working.  I tried to constently improve. 

One issue that is hard for me was bladder isues. Much of the work included fast paced work that required focus on the work. It requured paying attention in a meticulous fashon. 

While preparing freight for a truck or loading you had to focus. You had to be fast, acurate and efficient.  You had to do the same thing with loading the truck.  You could not realy stop at critical points in the process. This made bathroom breaks problimetic.

Not only that,  they worked though all four seasons . even in colder wreathers, it could get hot in the loading area.  My thought was always getting dry. We did not have a.c. we drank a lot of water.  Hydration was very importent. Our supervisors stressed staying hydrated.

This created another issue. The more you drink the nore you had to go. You could not cut down on water intake. I was afraid that my co workers and superiors would look down on me if i took too manny bathroom breaks.  

I tried to hold it in. I hated feeling like i had to go. I did the pepee dance. I tried to focus on my work. I did all i could to stay working. I made a bigger deal then it was . i had this irrational fear of being canned. I constently feared i was going to be let go. I was actually in a good place with the compony. I did not feel that way. At the time i believed that every day i was on the cusp of being terminated. While this was not true or rational,  that was i believed at the time. 

I was actually starting to get noticed. I was considered a risung star on the crew. I did not know that. I got more woried.

The bladder isue was driving me crazy. I feared taking too many bathroom breaks.  I also dreaded the feeling of having to go . i did not want to become dehydrated either. It was a huge problem. 

I did some research.  I tried to find out what others with similar situations did. I learned that manny female workers in similar situations opted to wear diapers.

I was shocked and stunned. Diapers? I could not imagine it. The thought of wearing diapers was repugnent. I hated the idea. It was degrading. I rejected the idea. There was no way i was going to wear a diaper let alone use one.

The situation did not get better.i became more and more afraid of loosing my job. I hated needing to pee but not being able to. At least i was elimiting myself with regard to using the toilet.  

I was going crazy.  I was getting more and more agitated and nervous. I decided to conduct a trial run. I went to a store and picked up a package of diapers.

When i got to the cash register, the young lady at the register saw it. “Diapers?” she aaked. “Yes. I work a job that makes bathroom breaks difixult. I am going to try diapers ” i said. 

The next day, i took a shower. Then i opened the package of diapers.  I took out the diaper. I put out a pad. I put on the diaper. I put my jeens over the diaper. 

I felt weird. I was very self conscious.  I found i got more done that day. I worked and worked. I did not think about peing. 

I did not realize that i had peed in my diaper. I did not just pee once but multiple times. During my lunch break, i changed my diaper . it was very very full. It was again just before i left. 

I went home without a diaper. I found i was more stresed at home. I tried to be diapered at work but not at home.  

After a couple of weeks i tried wearing diapers at home. I wore a t shirt and just a diaper. Diapers relaxed me. 

I came to love diapers. I was promoted to a lead position then to a supervisor.  I kept getting ptomoted. Other ladies asked me my secret. Many other ladies folowed by lead and started to wear diapers. I had started a trend.  

I eventually was given an office job. Then i was offered a regonal position. The sky is the limit.

By now i am basically diaper dependent. Am i incontinent?  Probably. I have not tried. I live diapers.  They calm me and provide comfort.  I would not be where i am without them.  

I am a huge fan of enploye male and females wearing diapers. I advise workers to be diapered. 

Many female have folowed in my footsteps.  Many have folowed my example. I am happy, productive abd diapered. 

The end. 

This is a work if fiction. This story is not endorsing the use of diapers at work.