Diapered widow. Episode four

The church wanted to be a church for everyone.  While they avoided fads or gimmicks used by church growth or seaker sensitive,  they wanted everyone to feel like they are a part of the church.  

In many churches, including fundamental churches,  singles can get lost in the shuffle. A previous pastor and his wife started to have banquets for singles three times a year. The banquits proved to be a huge success.  They continued to hold them. They continued to be successful.  They were continuing to be held. 

Over the years, these banquits produced couples and marriages.  Some were totaly out of the blue. When that pastor left, it was assumed that the banquits might not happen after that. The new pastor and his wife loved the idea.  It was continued. 

By the time that Jennifer’s late husband took over, it was a staple in the church. Jen had taken it over when her husband took over. When Bryan died, the new pastor and his wife took it over.  

It had been a while sense he died. The pastor’s wife tried to get her to come. If nothing else it would be a night out. She had always rebuffed her. Ever sense they started having planning meetings for the event, she knew that it was coming.  She knew that the pastor’s wife would try to get her to attend. She knew that it was only a matter of time before she did. 

Of course, that did. “Oh jen. I wanted to personally give you an invitation to the singles night event. ” nancy said.”oh. Thank you. ” she said. ” i realy hope that you can come.  ” nancy said. 

“I dont think that i can. I appreciate the offer.  ” she said. ” debie can watch the kids.  I already asked her. ” nancy said. “I dont know.  ” Jennifer answered. 

“Please come . it is for singles.  Don’t think of it as that but just a get out night. The fact that it is all singles is non sequitor.you realy should come. Jen i think you need a break. That is what it is. ” nancy told her. 

“I dont know! ” she said.  “Is this because of your bladder isues?” she asked . “a little.  ” she said. “Jen it is not a big deal i promise you that. Please say you will come. I am not taking no for an answer.  ” nancy said. 

“Do i have to stay the whole night?” jen asked. “No you don’t.  Stay for a little while. ” she told jen. She agreed. She realy hoped that she would not regret this. She feared that she might.

“Read are you going to go to the singles banquit. Nan is planing some realy neat stuff. ” the pastor told her.”i might.  I am not sure. ” he said “it is not a big deal. You dont have to mingle with single ladies.  Nancy is trying to downplay the matchmaking aspect. It is not a find a date event. ” he assured read.

“I know. I might go. ” he said. “She is going to be there. Nancy made sure of that. ” the pastor said. He was not sure what the pastor ment by that. He was afraid that he was referring to Allison.  “Which her are you refering to?” he asked.  “Jennifer.  ” the pastor said. 

“I hope i have not been out of line pastor. I know that she is an elder stateswomen of the church. I hope i have been disrespectfull. ” read said.

“You have not. I know you care about her. Nancy has tried to convince her to come. ” he told him.  ” mayby i will come..” he said. The pastor said.

“She is an honorable lady.  She is full of virtue.  She would make a wonderful wife “the pastor said. “I have no doubt of that. ” read said. 

The time of the banquit arived. Jennifer tried to certail liquid intake as it got closer to the event. She stripped out if her clothes.  She gave herself a through enema.  She made sure to expell as much pee and poop as she could.  She wiped herself off. She took a shower. She was through.  She braided her hair. She loved to style her hair. Bryan used to love her hair. He loved to play with her hair. She missed him. He was so gentle.  He was so loving. 

She saw a lot of Bryan in read. Read seemed gentle.  He was different. They had a lot of differences. He had some of the same good qualities.  She put on a pink blouse and a pink and white flower print skirt . she usualy wore heels but she put on sandles. She felt a bit silly.  She almost changed but debie told her that she looked stunning.  She thought she might just being nice. 

She hoped that her diaper was not evident. She knew that she could not totaly avoid the puff efect. She tried to mitigate it as best as she could. 

Read wore a blue button down shirt and tan pants. He got ready to leave.  He was nervous but decided to go. He drove to the church.

He went inside. Sacred music was played in the background. There was ribbons and other decorations.  She looked for jenny. Several single lades tried to initiate eye contact with her.he would have none of it. He had only one reason to be hear. Then he saw her. 

She saw read.she was taken aback by how he looked at her. She could tell that he was wowed by her. It was not lust but some thing else. It was intense . no one had look at her like that. Not sense Bryan.  

What if he learned her secret? Could he look at a girl who peed and popped her pants that way? She wanted to run the other way. She decided not to do that.  

He walked towards her. He smiled. “Hi jenafur” he said.  “Jennifer?  Are we being formal tonight?” she asked.  “Well i kinda usurped that name. Mayby you dont want me to call you jenny. ” he said.

“You can call me jeny. “She said. “Ok. I dont have a nickname . pitfals of a one silyble name i suppose.  ” he said. “She chuckled. 

“You look so nice tonight. Not that you dont always lose nice but you look exceptionally nice tonight.  Wait that did  not come out right. I am going to quiet down now!” he said. 

She laughed hysterically.  “Thank you. That meens a lot to me. You look very handsome yourself. ” she said.”thanks.  ” he said.

“I wondered if you would come. ” he said. “I did not want to.they had tried to get me to come for a while. I had rebuffed there urgings. I need a break.” she said.

“I am glad your hear.  I considered not coming. Single banquit is not my thing but i decided to come. “He said. They sat down. They got a plate of food. He got more meat then vegetables. “Le me guess your a carnivore! ” she asked. “Yes. What gave it away?” he asked in a tounge and cheak tone. They both laughed.

They went back to the table. They sat down.  “How is your fithty pounds pf beef?” she asked.”good. How is your salid?” she asked.  “Its good.  ” she said.

“This is the first time you have come? “He asked. “Yes. I finaly decided to come.” she said. “I am glad you came. “He said. “So why were you reluctant to come?” she asked. “I am kinda the topic of conversation. I am signle. I don’t want to be the center of attention.  ” he said. “Why did you decide to come? ” she asked.  “I was hopping to see you. ” he said.  ” realy?” she asked.  

“I am totaly serious jen. ” he said. She smiled. She did like him. She was not sure if she was ready for another relationship again. She peed into her diaper.  She was hoping that he did not notice. He did not seem to. 

“Me? I am an old women!” she said. “No your not. Your not that much older then me. ” he said. “I feel a lot older. ” she said. 

“Your still young. ” he said. “I feel like i have lived a thousand lifetimes. I dont feel young. ” she said.  “You have done an amazing job. You have a great family. ” he said. “I do what i can. I try to run the family the way bryan would want me to. I try to please the lord. Bryan was a godly man. He left a powerful example. ” she said.

“You really loved him?” he remaeked. “Indeed i do. I miss him. He was my childhood sweetheart. I never dated anyone but him. I am sory i get sad when i think about it. “She told him. 

“Its ok. I know that it will take time. Its ok to be sad. ” he said. She took a deep breath. “I did not meen to go on and on about him.” she said. “Your fine jenny. You can talk to me about anything.  ” he assured her. “Thank you. ” she said. 

Desert was served. He got up. She was going to join him..she saw a pee stain. Her diaper leaked. She was stunned. She did an enema. How did this happen?  She thought.

“I dont realy want desert. You go ahead. ” she said. “You sure?” he asked. “Yes. You go. ” she said. He did not want to go get desert without her. He got some desert and filled a plate.  He returned to the table. 

“I got to use the bathroom. I will be back.” she said. “Ok. ” he answered.  She tried to get up without him seing her wet spot. She went to the car and got her diaper bag. She went inside.

She went to the bathroom. She took off her skirt. She put it in a bag she put soiled cloths in. She took off her soiled diaper. She cleaned herself off and put on a new diaper. 

She took out a green dress. She put her diaper bag in her car. She went back to the dining room. She went back to the seat. She hoped that he did not notice that she had changed.

“Hi. ” he said. ” hey there!” she said. She stole a choclate chip cookie from his plate. “I am sorry. I love chocolates chip cookies. Usualy the kids deveror them. ” she told him. “Ita fine. ” he said. 

She peed the other diaper. She hated her incontinence.  After a time things started to die down.  She was getting tired. “I had better go. ” she said. “Can i walk you to your car?” he asked. “Yes of course” She said.

They walked to her car. “I had a great night.  ” he said.  “I have fun. ” she said.  “I am hear for you whenever you need to talk” he told her. She thanked him. 

He watched her leave. He drove to his house. He had a great night.  He knew he wanted to marry her. 

She went home and cried. She hugged her kids. She wanted to embrace him but she could not. She was afraid.

Next up.  

Read ask jeny out. She says no. 

The fiancée

Matt and Lindsay were a young couple. They met in college.  Matt and Lindsay maried shortly after they graduated. They had children.  This is a story from there early days of dating.  

Hi I’m matt. I met lindsey in college. I had grown up in a smal town. My dad owned his own business. I went to college in a different sate. It was mu first time that i had been out of the sate. 

Lindsey grew up in a citty. Her dad was a lawyer and a judge. Her mom was a home maker.  She worked from home. She was a notery public.

We were very different.  I saw life from a prisom of growing up in a rural area. She grew up in a city. I was basicaly a common person . she was kind of an aristocrat at least in where she lived. Her family was prominent.  

She was smart. She was third in her graduating class at high school. She was on the deens list at colege and maintained a 4.0 gpa. She was on the student council. She was smart and attractive.  
  I was an ok student.  In high school i was mostly a b, c student.  In colege i buckled down and was an A,b student. I did good for me. I was not even close to her level. 

I had a few clases with lindsey. I had seen her around.  We had said hi to eachother and engaged in talk about the wreather. That was about it. 

Then she was elected to the student council as class president.  On a fluke i was elected class tresuer. I was schocked. I was good with mony. I did not know That anyone knew who i was. 

Lindsey and i worked closly together. We got to know eachother.  I had a bit of a crush on her. I figured that i never had a shot with her. I was not thinking of a serious relationship with her or a casual one for that matter.  I was not even sure that we were acquaintances at that point. I was ok with that. 

We started to get to know eachother more. We started to see more and more of eachother.  As it turned out we had quite a lot of common interest. We both liked science fiction and fantasy. We both liked books. Our musical taste were similar.  We are not as different as we thought.  

I decided to ask her out for cofee. I waa so nervous.  I did not think that she would say yes. I decided to throw caution to the wind and ask her out. 

“Linse i was wondering if you wanted to go out for cofee some time.” i asked. I was realy nervous. I almost backed out several times.  I decided to go with it. Whatever hapened hapened.  

There it was. I had said it. There was no going back now. It was out there.”yes. I will go with you. That would be fun.” she answered. I was shocked. I never thought that she would say yes but then she did. 

The first date was amazing.  She wore a realy cute ourfit. She wore a pink sweter and a pink and white skirt with flowers. She wore flip flops. She had spent time braiding her hair. Neither one of us was nervous at the date. We hung out at the cofe house for an hour and a half. Then we hung out at the campus until we were both almost faling asleep. Then we called it a night. 

We had a second date. We went out for dinner. The second date led to a third and fouth and kept on going. After several dates, i asked her if she would be wiling to be my girlfriend.she said yes. 

Our relationship grew and grew. We both were pleased with the relationship.  We grew closer together.  

In our jr year at colege i proposed and she said yes. I was schocked that she said yes. She teased me about that later on. She assured me that she would never not say no. She had been looking forward to him proposing. She told me that she could not wait for me to propose. 

Over the summer she asked me to stay with her and her family for a couple of weeks. I was nervous about it. She realy wanted me to. I agreed. We would both be buisy over the sumer before our senior year. It would be nice to have a few weeks to spend together before we got realy buisy with summer.  I was woried that her parent’s would not like me. I was woried that i would say stupid stuff. That seemed to happened a lot with me. She assured me that it would be fine. 

I was able to drive to the city. She met me at a local gass station. I followed her to her family home. I got even more nervous as the time got closer. We arrived.  

Hee parents were great. They went out of there way to make me feel welcomed.  I liked them alnost right away. Her mom was an amazing cook. They were really good hosts.  Things went great. 

I had been disarmed.  My fears had gone away. I was back to my nornal stuff. I felt at home.  Then it took a realy weird turn. 

“Did you explain to him the procedure? ” her mom asked. I had no idea what that ment. That sounded really odd. “Oh no i have not. “Lindsey answered. 

I was really concerned.  What did that mean?  Both of us were virgins. We had agreed to not to have sex until we are married.  We agreed to sleep in different rooms while i was at her parents house.  What was this procedure?  

“Babe, mom has realy expensive bedding.  It is very nice.  Mom requires all who sleep hear to wear diapers.  “She told me. 

I was shocked and stunned.  Diapers? How could this be? I had not had problems with bed wetting sense i was poty trained. She assured me that she was not singling me out. Everyone who stays hear has to wear diapers.  

“So do you wear diapers hear?” i asked. “Yes i do. I always have worn diapers to bed. Even at college.  I find them comfortible and relaxing. ” lindsey told me. 

“Once your diapered i dont want you to take it on and off. Please if you have to use the bathroom go in your diaper ” her mom said. I was really stunned now. Not only do i have to wear a diaper but i have to use it for its intended purpose.  I was not about to protest. I was guest at there house. I agreed to there terms.

She told me to use the bathroom. I had tried to decrease my liquid intake. Lindsey took my hand and we went to the bedroom.  Lindsey voluntered to go first. 

Her nom told lindsey to pull down her skirt and panty. She got on the changing table. Her mom put her in a diaper and used baby powder. She closed the straps. She put her in plastic pants over her diaper.  She looked cute with a poof. She did not put her skirt back on. 

It was my turn. I took off my pants and underwear. I felt weird being naked from the waist down in front of my fiancée and my future mother in law. I got on the changing table. The diaper felt weird. The baby powder made me shiver a bit. She closed the flaps.

We hugged and kiseed. I went to the bed room. I felt weird being in front of her two btothers in a diaper. They were diapered as well. I supposed that it was not that odd. 

I got into bed. It was comfortible.  I started to drift into sleep. I slept like a babby. I slept until morning.  I  woke up in the morning.  I saw a bulge in my diaper. I had wet myself.  

The house rules was that her mom had to renove diapers. I saw lindsey.  She had a t shirt and diaper. Her diaper was quite full. I saw a stain on her diaper 

“You wet your diaper?” i asked. “I always do. Dont wory about it.” she said. I was told i could go first. I got on the changing table. My future mother in law took off the plastic pants and then opened my diaper. She wiped me with a wet wipe. My thing got aroused.  My fiencae told me she got aroused when she was washed. 

I got to put on underwear and pants. I felt free not having a diaper. Lindsey went next.  Her mom took off her plastic pants and diaper. It was hot seeing her mom clean her diaper area. She put on panties.  

We showered and changed.  I got used to wearing diapers at night.lindsey and i grew closer over those two weeks. We watched movies while in diapers. 

I was sad when the vacation ended.i went back to my home. I worked for my dad. I had a good summer.  I worked hard but made mony. 

I was excited not to have to wear diapers to bed.  I woke up yhe first night i was back i had wet the bed. I had not wet the bed sense i had completed poty training.  I thought it was a fluke.  I wet the bed every night for a week. 

I could not not wet the bed. I started wearing diapers to bed. I stayed wearing diapers. I was a night time diaper wearer from now on.

Lindsey explained my body got use to having the diaper. She told me i was night time incontinent now. She assured me that it was not a big deal.she was incontinent at night. So were her brothers and sisters.  

When we got maried we diapered eqchother at night.  It was a bounding experience.she was diapered when she gave birth to our son and daughter. We loved night time and wearing diapers. 

The end. 

The date

David was a very buisy guy. He was the son of a pastor.  His dad pastored an independent fundamental baptist church. David followed in his dad’s foot steps. He went to a baptist colege and stufied to be a pastor. He was interning under his dad. 

He was a kind of defecto assistant and youth pastor. He was kept buisy. He did not mind that at all. He was not afraid of hard work. He understood the importence of hard work in the calling he felt called to. He accepted it. He was hard working and dedicated. 

He did not have time for much of a social life. He was fine with that. He wanted to be maried but had no idea how to find a wife. He was not overly concerned about it. He beleved he would find a wife at the right time. 

He felt he needed to keep the main thing the main thing. He focused on the work.  He was well liked and well respected.  He was mature and industrious.  He was a person of integrity and character..everyone thought that he would make an excellent husband and farther. 

His sister decided to set him up with someone. “Hey dave,i know someone who would be perfect for you!” Melissa said. “Oh no! Are you trying to set me up on a blind date? ” dave asked.

She chuckled. “Mayby a little! She is a really sweet girl. You will really like her. ” she remarked.  “I dont know missy. A blind date? I want to meet someone but blind dates feel realy forced.  ” he said 

“It will be fine.  It is a low presure event Dave.  You just have lunch and talk. She is a really nice girl. She is a pastor’s daughter. Her grandparents were missionaries in africa. Both sides of her family are deeply intertwined with fundamental baptists. She went to a Baptist  colege and is deeply imvolved with a local baptist church. She is prety and sweet and smart. ” Melissa said.

“I Dont know missy. I am not sure i have time to even consider a relationship! ” he said. “It is not going to get easier dave. You are not going to get any less buisy. There will never be a good time. You are never going to not be buisy. Give her a chance. Do this for me! Please! One little faver. Have i ever steered you wrong? ” she asked. “You did give me that weird shirt! ” he said. She chuckled. 

He thought it over quickly. He knew she really wanted him to do this.  He knew she would not relent until he agreed to just one date. He decided why not. If nothing else, it would be a night out. He could use a break. 

“Alright!  I will do it. I am only committed to one date. If it goes really bad, i am leaving early. “Dave said. “Fine! I can agree to that.  ” she said.  “Alright!  I will do it!” he said. She smiled. “I am so glad. You will absolutely love her. This is going to be great! ” she said. 

He was not quite as convinced but he was wiling to give it a chance. He and his sister were close. He trusted her. He was not sure about being set up on a date with a complete stranger.  Missy liked her and she was a good judge of character.  

Apparently she was a friend of hers from her college.  He was wiling to meet her and give her a chance.  He would see where this went. He was not too hopefull. He realy did not think that it would go anywhere. It was a night out. 

He was not dreading it but he was not overly looking forward to it. He was not nervous but he wondered how it would go. What if they had nothing to talk about? What if they had nothing to talk about? What if it was all awkward silence after akward silence? He tried not to sweet over it. How bad could it be? Besides it could be a really good night. One never knew. He decided not to stress over something that had not happened yet. He tried to keep an open mind about it all. 

After a week of anticipation and a little concern, the time had arived. He decided to dress casually but not too casualy. He put on a blue button down shirt. He put on brown pants. He tried to look neat but still be dressed down.  He wanted to look presentable but relaxed.  

He did not spend a lot of time primping but spent some time getting ready.  He did  style his hair. He did not use cologne.  He did use after shave however. 

He felt like he was ready to go. He took a deep breath. Then he got his keys and headed out. He went to the car and got in. He drove to the apartment of his date. He arived at her place.  

She was waiting inside near the porch. She excited. She wore a white sweater and a pink and white dress. She wore dress shoes. Her hair was braided into a pony tail. She apeared attractive. She seemed to be 21 mayby 22. Dave was 27. 

She walked to the car. “Hi i am clare” she said.  She had a soft melodic vioce.she seemed shy but not too reserve.  She was calm. She seemed nice. 

Dave introduced himself. He invited her to get in. “So is Greg’s family restaurant ok?” he asked. “Yes thats fine. ” she answered.  “So you dont speak in toungs? Believe in the five ponts of Calvinism ,listen to k love, reada bible version other then the kjv or drink moxie? ” he asked. 

She chuckled. “No to all of those.  ” she reaplied. He laughed “thats good to hear. ” he reaplied.  They both laughed. “I assume you are not a Calvinist,  dont read a non kjv ,listen to ccm or drink moxie? ” she asked in jest.  “No to all especially moxie because ooh. “He said. She laughed.

The truck parked at the restaurant.  He turned off the car. They both excited the vehicle. They went inside. They were seated. 

“So you are the assistant pastor at living hope baptist church?” she asked. “It is unofficial but yes. When i graduated bible colege,i told my dad to put me to work. He did and thensome. I was working towards ordination. I have a license to preach the gospel.  “He said.

“I see. You are working towards pastoring a church?”she asked. “Yes i am.  I am learning a lot from my dad. I am glad for the opportunity to work under him and with him. ” he said. “I have never met him but i have heard good things about him. Your church has a realy good reputation within the i.f.b community.  ” she tolf him.

“So your a jr in bible colege? ” he asked.”yes. I am a junior. I want to be a pastor’s wife. I want to teach Sunday school and children churh and leed ladies ministry as well. ” she said. 

“Do you get grades? ” he asked in a teasing tone. “I do. I have a 4.0 gpa.” she said. “I did not have a 4.0 g.p.a but i got mostly As. I have dyslexia.  I have to work at it. I did ok. ” he said. 

“Thats good. ” she said. The date was going well. They had similar interests and personality. They laughed alot. It was a great date.he realy did not think anything of it before. He liked her. He suspected that she liked him. Things were going very well. He began to think that she night be a serious candidate to be his future wife. 

Then the diner took an odd turn. He ordered a steak and potaoes. She ordered a chicken salid. During the meal she felt weird. She had pooped herself. 

She had no idea what to do.  She was totaly humiluated. She had had isues with bowel incontinence.  It was not a complete issue. It did happen hear and there. It had not happened recently.  

She tried not to draw attention to it. She tried to act as if nothing had happened.  She did not realy have an apitite after she soiled herself. She did not have an extra pair or panties. She was crap out of luck.  

After a while,  he paid for the meal. He had noticed that she stopped eating. She had stopped talking.  He figured out that she had had a bulge.  He figured out that she had pooped herself.  He did not want to make a big deal about that. 

He could   that she just wanted to get out. He liked her.he wanted a second date or more. They said little.he thanked her for the date. She left. She went inside. 

She took off her cloths. She showered. She cleaned herself out. She was shocked and stunned. She wanted to forget about the date.

Melisa got two conflicting stories. Clare did not want to talk about it. Dave told his sister that he liked her he waited a while but he called her.

“I have hsd isues with bladder incontinence off and on. It can be u perdictible” she told him over the phone.  He convinced her to agree to abother date.

She brought diapers. She wore diapers this time. The seccond date went great.  She wore diapers during there dates. 

They eventually got maried. They had a son and twin daughters. He got to pastor a church.  She wore dippers alnost all the time. 

The end.  

Diaper for periods.

Jenafer and ben had been dating for a few mounths. They were in a retail store.  They decided to pick up a few things. They were religious and did not live together or engage in marital relation before marriage.  They were both in college. 

They were doing some shoping. They were done. He was heading for the checkout.she realized that she needed to pick up one more thing.  “Wait babe.  I neeed to pick up one more thing. Why dont you go hang out in electronics!  I will meet up with you later. ” she said. 

He was surprised.they did not shop together alot but when they did,  they stuck together.  He was taken aback when she wanted them to split up. “Why dont we go together?  No need to split up? ” he suggested.  

“Well this is a kind of personal matter. ” she said. ” is it that time of the nounth?” he asked. ” yea i would rather just do this on my own if you dont mind?” she remarked. ” oh ok. ” he said. 

He hugged her as they dispersed. They did not kiss but did hug. He headed towards electronics while she headed towards pharmacy and toiletry area.  She was glad to be without him while she picked up this particuler item. 

She had the shoping cart. She arived at the part of the store where the health and beauty products were sold. She whealed the shoping cart to the health products.  He thought that maybe she was picking up a maxi pad or tampon. That was not what she was picking up.  He did not know that. 

She went over to adult diapers. She looked over diapers.  She found the diapers she wanted. She picked it up and threw it into her cart. She headed to electronics in order to meet back up with ben. 

She arived back at electronics.  They headed on to the checkout. She paid for her stuff first.  Luckily he not notice that she had diapers in her cart. They were in a bag and he was none the wiser.  

They headed out after paying.  They went to his car. They leaded it up. He saw the bag. “You bought diapers?” he asked. “Oh no! You saw it.yes i got diapers.  I have a rather heavy flow.  Its drives me crazy.  A tampon or maxi pad just do not work.  For a while, i just put up with it. I grinned and beared it.  It was realy messy. I lost a lot of my favaerate skirts and underwear from this.  I had no idea what to do. ” she said. 

“A friend of myine sugested that i use adult diapers.  I was stunned and taken aback.  The very thought if using diapers was degrading and humiliating.  After some more bad episodes,  i felt i had no choice. I decided to go for it” she said. 

“I felt weird when i put on my first diaper.  It did help.  It was a huge help. I got over my humhumiliation.  Period time i am all about the diaper. ” she said.  

“I see.  Its fine.  I was just stuned a little stuned but it was fine.  ” he said. “I should have told you. I am sory for that.  There was no reason not to tell you. ” she said. 

“Its fine. I totaly understand.  ” he said. They finished loading the car. He closed the trunk. They got into the car. He drove her home. The car parked. He helped her load the car into the apartment. He tried to never be alone with her in her apartment too often.  They brought the suplies in then they went out. 

He hugged her. He got in and then left. She went inside. Her period had started but it was not too bad yet. She went into the bathroom.  She pulled down her panties and took them off. She took off her pad. She cleaned herself off but put on a diaper. 

She liked diapers now. She had hated them at first. She celebrated when sge use panties again.  She find them comforting.  It helped the peroud. He had never noticed her diapers before. Now he saw a poof. It did not brother him 

He was able to notice her period time.  She stoped being nervous around him. She openly told him that he needed to get diapers. He bought them in front of him. They were fine with how she did things. 

She only used diapers for ger period. She used the toilet for peing and pooping. One day she got lazy.  She was watching telivison. She just peed in her diaper. She found it easier to pee into her diaper. 

She did not tell ben about it. She returned to her old ways. She wore regular unserwear again. 

They contibued to date.  He proposed to her. She accepted. She wore fiapets during the wedding.  She continued to wear diapers during her periods.  When she became pregnent with there first child she wore diapers when her child was born. 

The birth of her daughter played with her bladder. She strugled with incontinence.  She decided to wear diapers all the time.

She asked ben and got his approval. Her continence got better but she continued to wear diapers.  Her bladder control inproved. When she got pregnent with her son , her bladder took a turn for the worse again.  She was fine with that.

Ben decided to try wearing diapers himself. He liked it. He and her loved to cuddle eachother in diapers.  In time he became unpoty traned and incontinent.  They lived hapuly diapered after after.

The end. 
 

The date

Dale was an assistant pastor at the church his farther pastored. He had completed his education at a Baptist college.  He was now working towards ordination.  He was kept busy at church. He also had a secular job. He worked at a sporting goods store.  He did not have time for a social life. He was ok with that.  He did not see the need for a social life. He was content where he was. 

He had never realy dated.  He renamed single during the entire time he attended bible college. He had a goal and was determined to get there. He put all of her energy into accomplishing that goal. He kept the main thing the main thing.  He felt that he had to do this. He needed to be a pastor.  He felt that caling. He wanted to fulfil that calling. 

He did not feel he had the gift if celibacy.  He wanted to be maried. He wanted kids. He wanted to get the training down first.  He did not feel he had to rush into it. He felt that when it happened it happened.  If it did not that was ok too. If he was to be single, he was ok with that too. 

The people at her church were becoming curious. Was he ever going to become maried? Would he find a wife? Would he even look for one? 

The church decided to take maters into the own hands.  They decided to play matchmaker.   A young maried women who in the church who knew dale sense he was litle thought she has the perfect match for him. Convincing him of that might be a feet.  She knew that. 

Gina’s cousign kendel seemed perfect for him. She had a two year associates digree from a christian colege.  She was a litle bit then him. Like him she loved the outdoors. She liked fore wheling as he did. She was a good canidate to be a pastors wife. Gina made it her misson to bring the two together. 

“Dale!  Can i talk to you?” gina asked. “Yes of course. ” he said.”my cousign kendel. She is single,  very attractive. She went to bible school ” she said. “Oh no. I am not going on a blind date. ” he said. “Come on. It will be fun.  I know you too will hit it off. Come on one date. ” she said.

“I dont know. ” he said.  “One date.  Hey! I am the reason you passsed calculus.” she said.  “Ok. One date. That is all i am promising.  ” he said. “That is all i am asking. ” she said. “Ok. I give one date but that is all i sm promising.  ” he said.  ” ok. That is fine. ” she said.

He was kind of dreading it. He did not like to do things just to do things. He perfered to do things on his own. He  not a fan of the concept of blind date. He saw this as more of a favor then anything else.  He really did not see it going anywhere. 

He was to pick her up at her apartment.  He arrived and parked. She came out. She wore a gray blouse and a purple skirt and flip flops. “Hi im dale. ” he said.  “Kendel” she answered. 

She was attractive. “So your Gina’s cousin? ” he asked.  “Yes. My dad is her moms younger brother. ” she said. “I see.  I have known gina’s fanily for a while. What church do you go to?” he asked. “Lake creak Baptist.  ” she said.”bryian Wallace’s church. You must know ron greg. He was my closest friend at college. ” he said. “I know him well. Please tall me you were not the one who piped winie the poo though the p.a system ” she said “you heard about that. Yea not my finest moment. ” he said. She chuckled.  “I just assumed it was not you. Thats funy. It could have been worse. You could have played secular music. “She said. “My budy wanted to play Elvis but i decided against it. ” he said. 

They arived at the restaurant.  He waa a total gentlemen.  He held the door for her. They sat down.  He ordered a steak with potatoes and vegetables.  She ordered a fish plate. Things seem to be going well. He was surprised but he was really enjoying himself. 

She and him had similar life experiences.  They had comon interest.  They seam to be a good fit for each other. He was shocked. He was not expecting any of that.  Not at all. 

He was beginning to think that she was just too good to be true. There is no way she could be this perfect. 

 “So why only two years associates degre?” he asked.  “I want to be a pastors wife.  I did not feel i needed more then that. I just wanted a basic bible education. ” she said.  “No luck finding a husbend?”he asked.  “Well i was dating someone at the time. He decided to enlist in the military and he did not want to  be attached.  He broke up with me. ” she said. “Oh i see.” he answered.  

He feared something was about to go wrong.  He did not know what. Something was about to go wrong.  She made a weird face. “Are you ok?” he asked. 

“I just popped myself!” he said.  ” oh!” he said.  He was surprised by that statement.  “Oh its no big deal. I poop myself all the time. ” she told him in a matter of fact tone. “Oh!” he said. “I am incontinent. Bowel and bladder. I wear diapers. ” she said. 

“All the time?” he asked. “Yes i have to. I cant go without diapers. ” she told him. “Do you need to use the bathroom? ” he asked .”no i am fine. I am prety sure i am not done.  ” she said. 

He was really shocked by all this. She kept eating. It was hard to cary on a conversation knowing that his date crapped her pants literaly. He found it really odd. 

He was happy for the date to be almost over. He paid for the meal as he promised. They walked out. He stil held the door for her. They went to the car. He drove her to the home. 

“Well i need to get myself cleaned up” she said.”of course.  ” he said. “I had a great time. I hope i can get a seccond date.” she said.  “We will see. ” he said. She left the car. 

He had no plans to have a seccond date.  He wanted to forget that this date ever happen.  

Gina contacted him.  ” look she is a nice lady.  I had no idea she was incontinent.” he said. “It is not a big deal.” she said. “Well no but i dont like her flipent attutude towards it.” he told her. “That is how she copes with things.  ” she said.

He had no intention of seing her again.  He saw her at a church christmast program. He asked her if she had soiled herself and she had. They decided to stay in touch. 

They talked over the phone and on social media. They eventually decided to go on a second date. The second date led to a third date. They eventually began a long term courtship. 

She gave herself enemas before dates. He perposed after they dated for half a year. There wedding night was a bit messy but fun. 

They had a son and two daughters.  He was ordained.  He pastored a church. He decided to start wearing diapers. He wore diapers all the time as well. They were happy together. 

The end.  

This is fantasy. The aurhor is not recommending these activities. 

The nursery church.

The Patterson fanily had just moved to the area. Kevin petterson,the farther had just gotten a job as a vive president for a compony that had his headqurters in this city. They had brought a house not far from his work.  

His wife karen was a house wife. She did have a colege digree. She had worked in the past. She had served in management posistions but perfered to stay home. She was pregnant with twin girls.  

They had three other kids. They had an eight year old son. They also had a six year boy and a three year old daughter. They were a loving family.  They had a good reputation. 

One of there first task when they arived in this area was to find a church. They had a realy good church in there old city. They hoped that they could find a church home hear. 

They did some research.  Like most cities, churches ran the gamut from uniterarian to mainline to evengelical to fundimental and everything in between.  The Paterson believed in a literal interpratation of the bible. They were prety conservative. They ruled out the uniterarian and mainline churches. After several researching, they narrowed there options of church attendence to three churches. 

One was a independent fundimental baptist church.  It was known as old fashioned. It could be strict. The other was known as doctrinaly conservitive but cultualy moderate. Then the third option was springvale community college.  

S.c.c had a very impressive website.  It was very professional.  The designer was someone who designed website for a living. The person was actualy a member of the church. The church website had actual pictures of the church not public domain pics. The website had pertinent information on the church. There was a section for first time visators. It said to be please read before attending.  Kev  and karen were surprised by that.  Usualy church websites don’t say things like that. They clicked on the visitor’s schedule.  They were curios . they did want to learn more. 

“Thank you for your interest in springvale community church. S.c.c may be different then your use to. If you plan to visit in the morning service we ask that you plan to stay in the afternoon though the evening service. ” the website said.

They thought that was a bit odd.  It appeared to be a bit harsh.  It was more harsh then it needed to be.they decided to keep reading.  There curiosity was definitely peaked.  

Those attending our church are asked to stay though the day.  We provide a nursery for every one. We ask that all who attend take a nap in our nursery. We want you refreshed and ready for the rest of the days activities. 

A church that had a church nursery. This was quite irregular. Why would they do that. Why would they incist on that?  They seemed very adamant on this point. It seemed that they had no intention of budging. 

What happened was people visited in the morning but did not stay. It was felt by the elders that if they stayed, they night build a connection with the church people and might want to come back. That was the hope.

Then there was the reason. During the evening service there were several people who talked in there sleep.  It was quite a distraction.  

It became a huge issue.  So much of an issue that the pastor at the time convened an emergency meeting of the bored of elders to adress the isue. They look at several options. Then a solutions presented itself.  

It was a wife of an elder that came up with the idea. She ran a child care center.  She suggested church nap time. Everyone will participate.  Not only would it alow for church nembers to get rested, it would alow for bonding between people in tge church.  

After some discussion and ironing out the isues, they developed a plan.  A plan they felt would work. The church membership was reluctant to accept the plan at first. Eventually it was embraced . after several years it was considered a huge success.  

By the time the paterson looked into the church, this policy was deeply ingrained into church culture.  It was hear to stay at this point. 

The paterson gave it some thought. They almost decided to not even visit the church. They liked other aspects of the church. After quite a bit of reflection, they decided to give it a chance.  

They got dressed up. They got the kids ready . they arrived promptly.  The church was great. The people were warm and friendly. The service was great.  The preaching was really good. They had a realy good nursery and children program.  It seemed like a perfect fitt.

The church had a potluck after the service.  It was tradition.  After that it was nap time. The nap time was administered by the elders,  deacons and there wives. The men , women and children were separated.  Keven and Karen kissed.

Kev folowed other men. They had to get undressed. Apparently they provided bed cloths. He thought that it was a little strange but everything about this was strange. Then he was given his ‘nap cloths’  . it was pajamas a one sie and a diaper.

He was shocked. A diaper.  Apparently they were expected to use it.  He was not thriled by that. It was only one day. He was just visiting.  He just had to servive the day. 

He took off his cloths.  He hated being naked around any one.  He was reluctant to be nude around Karen at first. He felt weird putting the diaper on.  He felt even more weird having the onesie on and pjs.  He got in bed. This was a realy bizare day. 

He laid down. He fell asleep fairly easily. He got a good nights sleep. He woke up wet. He was shocked and stunned.  
  Karen folowed the ladies. The ladies hear did not not seem to have a problem with nudity in front of other girls.  Karen herself did not have any issues with nudity.  She got undressed . she found the diaper unusual.  It did make sense. 

She fell asleep.  She too woke up wet. She got changed. They both decided to come back to the church. Eventually they did become members.  

Diaper sleep was some of the best sleep they both had. They decided to wear diapers to bed. The twin girls were born healthy and had a good life. 

The end.

This is a work of fiction and fantasy.  No churches like this exist in real life. The author does not endorse this activity. 

The diapered widow episode three

Read decided to persue her. He decided to persue her to the exclusion of everyone else. He would discourage entreaties from other ladies. He was all in with her. 

He wrote in his journal on that day about this decision. “My crush on jenny was simply an infatuation.  I am sure it is more. I know that she is not there yet. I am there. I am ok with that.  I am willing to be patient.  I am hopeful that one day i can catch her. ” he said.

Jennifer was not thinking that way. She suspected he like her. She figured that it would pass. She decided that if she backed off and waited him out he would move on. 

She did like him. She was not yet interested in him for a romantic relationship but she respect him. She wished him the best. She wanted him to have a good life. She hoped that he did find an acceptable wife. She hoped that he would have a family. 

The first Sunday after he made the deciaion to persue jennafer, Allison approach him. “Hello read. “She said.”hello alison. ” he answered.  He walked away. 

She went up to him. “Look i was hoping that we could get together sometime outside the church. ” alison commented.  “Allison i dont see us as a potential couple.  I believe that either The Lord has closed this door or he has never opened it.  I would ask you to pursure this no futher. ” he told allison.

Allison was taken aback. She understood that he was fully convinced not to undertake this. He was asking her in the strongest manor he could for her to back off. She did not like it but she concluded that she had to hornor his wishes.

“Alright.  I am sorry to brother you.” she told him. The two dispersed.  She would never again try to get his intention in that manner. 

Jennafer came in. Jenn saw them together.  She thought mayby something was going to develep between them. She was hoping that he would.  

He saw her and went over to her. “Hi jenny.  ” he said. “So any prospects of a relationship between you and Allison? ” jeny said. He was quite taken aback by that. He was saddened to hear her say that or to Even think it. 

“Allison is interested in me but i have discouraged it. ” he told her. “Why? ” jenny asked. “I feel so strongly that i cannot even entertain that thought. There is no possibility of it. ” he said. 

“You are an assistant and youth pastor. You are in a mentorship program. You cannot believe that you cannot marry or even date a member of this church?” she remarked. 

“No you misunderstand me. I do believe that i can mary a sister in this church. I believe that the lord has made it clear that i cannot even consider a relationship with her. It is not his will. That is my only reason.  ” he said.

“She is a fine girl. She would be a good fit for you. ” jenny said. “That door is closed.  I really dont want to discuss it.” he told her. “Alright. I did not want to upset you. I am sorry.  ” she said.

“Its fine. I am happy to leave any thoughts of her behind.  I am not following the lords admonition begrudgingly.  I am happy to follow it. The lord will not leave a decision like marriage to chance.  I have prayed for the lord to reveal her. I am not going to try to force it.  “He said.

He knew that she was not ready to hear that he knew she was the one. He tried to present himself to her without scaring her away. He  wanted to be near her.  He wanted her to get used to him in her life without intimidating her. She felt that he knew how to navigate this delicate balance that he had to maintain right now. 

“I don’t want you to go against the lord’s will. You are a thoughtful man. You would not make a decision like this lightly. I never ment to question you. “She said.”i know that. ” he assured her. “I wont bring it up again. ” she said. “Its fine. ” he said.

He sat next to her during the service. She knew that he liked her.  She wanted to downplay it. Ignore it until it went away and she was flattered. She might even entertain it.  

there were a few roadblocks. first she found it hard to move pass her first husbend. she found it hard to totaly let him go. She found it hard to embrace read. 

Then there was the other reason.  Her incontinence. What would happen if he found out? She knew that he would become disinterested if he did.at least that was what she thought. 

She wanted to run away. She wanted to push him away. She did not want to be hurt. She wanted him to go away.  A part of her did not.

She had almost no blader control. He and her shared a hyimbook. He held her daughter in his lap. She pooped her diaper several times during the service. She peed as well.

She wanted to leave when the pastor ended the service. She wanted to get away form him. She could not beleve that he could not smell her. “I got to get going. Have a good day” she said.”you too” he said. 

She gathered her kids.  They headed home. She went upstairs.  She pulled off her black skirt. She took off the half slip as well. She laid on a watterproof mat. She opened the diaper. She wipped herself off. She put on a fresh diaper. She put on a new slip and a new skirt a pink one. 

She took a nap with her younger kids.she loved her children. They had a quick supper before church. She had a diaper change before she came to the evening service. 

He saw her. He noticed she wore different cloths. He knew she usualy did. She realy wanted him to back off. She was not ready to push him away. She was not sure she could ever be romantically involved with him. She did vailure her friendship with him. 

“Hi jenny. ” he said. “Hi read. ” she said. He sat next to her. “How was your afternoon.  ” he asked. “Good. I got a nap in. More importantly the little munchins got a nap in. ” she said.”i did not. ” he said. “Pleaae tell me you were not playing video games? ” she asked. “No. I dont play video games.  I am not against it i just dont. I was working on church stuf. ” he said. She chuckled. ” ok.” she said. 

She had pee and pooped during the evening servive. It was not a great day in that regard. She looked froward to leaving. He wished that she did not jump out.  He understood why she did but it was stil hard. He wanted to be with her all the time. He loved being with her.  

He was falling for her more and more. He hoped that she was as well.he had no idea if she was or not.he was afraid to find out.  

He missed her every time she left. His feelings for her seem to grow and grow. He hoped that he could convince her of that.  He was not going to give up. Not at all.

Next up. 

When a singles banquet is held at the church, the pastors wife who is planing the event insist that Jennifer attends.  She is reluctent but agrees. He agrees to come but does he realy hopes she comes. 

Abdl girl

Nicole was an adult baby.  When she was a late teen, her parents were killed when the roof to her house caved in after an earthquake.  While she and her siblings survived. She had some bruses but was otherwise unskaved. 

She spent her last two years staying with a maternal aunt and her husbend and family. She found comfort in childish things.  

She got an old teddy bear that she had put away. She had kept the bear as a momento from her childhood. She found comfort on the bear. She bought out other toys from her past. She appeared to regress. 

Her loved ones decided to let her coupe in her own way. After a while,  she seemed to move pass it. While she took her bear with her to college.  She left the other animals at home.  

She had started to wear adult cloths that had carton characters. She had adpted a more inmature hair style.after a while that too seemed to pass. She seemed to leave that all behind.  

When she went to college,  she seemed to leave all that behind. She brought her tedy bear with her but all the other animals were left behind. She wore normal adult cloths now. She seemed to be well developed.  

One day she returned from the library. She saw her roomate Amanda.  Amanda was in a t shirt and a diaper. She was shocked by this.  

“Is that a diaper?” nicky asked. “Yes it is. ” amanda answered. “Are you incontinent? ” nicky asked. “No i am not. ” she answered. “Are you going to pee and poop in the diaper?’ she asked. “If i need to. I have before. ” she said. 

“Why do you do that? ” nicky asked. “Well because i like diapers. They are comfortable and comforting.  I just really enjoy that. You see i am an audult baby. ” she told her. 

She did some reserch on adult baby and diaper lover. She was astonished by this.  She had no idea that this existed. She kind of liked it. 

She asked mandy if she could borrow one of her diapers. She was happy to let her have one. She took off her skirt and panties. She put on a diaper. 

She found it easy to pee in her diaper.it was harder to poop in the diaper. She was eventually able to soil in her diaper. 

She grew up attending church. She was active in her home church. Over the summer the pastors son had graduated from bible college. He became an assistant pastor.  He was training for the ministry. He was being mentored by his dad. He was a kind of co pastor. 

She had attended the year before. Shehad heard about his son. She went the first Sunday she was in town.  She headed inside.  

He was meeting various members of the church. He chatted with several. He saw Nicky.  He had to meet her.he said goodbye to the person he was talking to. He went to see the young lady. 

There eyes met. “Hello. I am pastor andrew. ” he said. “I am Nickydadt is good to Finaly meet you. I have heard much about you. ” she said.

“My dad has pastored hear sense i was 12. The church members got to see me grow up before there eyes.  ” he said. 

She liked him from the very begining. He suspected that she felt the same way. She went on casual dates as a high schooler. She had never dated sense the death of her parrents. She had not really consider goung on a date.  Now she was really considering it. 

Andrew decided to ask her sister about nicole. ” well she is qiet and shy. There is something you should know.  ” she told her. “What’s that?” he asked. 

“She wears diapers. She changes herself. She keeps a diaper bag with her.  ” she said. He was suprised that she wore diapers. He assumed that she was incontinent.  He had no idea that it was more of a psychological condition then an ailment. 

It did not brother him. Everyone had there burdens.  He decided to persue her.  

Next up.

Andrew and Nicole continue to hang out with eachother. Andrew ask her out and she reluctantly accepted. She decides to tell him the truth. 

Notes

This is a work of fantasy and fiction. 

The diapered widow episode two

Read felt something different about Jennifer . She seemed warm friendly. Something was ignited into him. When he talked to her, he did not want to be anywhere else.  

He was not at the point where he thought that she would be his future wife. He wanted to get to know her more.  

She was not thinking that way. Not yet. She found him to be a nice man.he seemed to have a good head on his soulders. He seemed to have a good work ethic.  He did show signs of maturity.  At this point,all she thought was that he was someone she knew. That was about it. 

The other ladies in the church liked him. They found him attractive. They also liked to see young man in the ministery. They all made excuses to talk to him.

There were several young women who wanted to marry him..there were less then subtle about it. He did not diacourege it but he tried not to overly encourege it. 

He got right to work in the church. He did everything from work on home improvement task in the church to preaching and psstoral duties. He taught a Sunday school class. A lot of young ladies wanted to take That class. He did some open air evangesome. He preached. He shadowed the pastor. He sat in on comite meetings even some deacons meatings. He was buisy.he liked it that way. 

He had met the pastor when he was a youth pastor . They had been close then. When he decided to move on, they stayed in touch. He offord him the mentorship after he neared graduation.  

During a bible conference at his college they spent a few houers talking over a mentorship internship program. They agreed on a regiman and a ciriculem as it were. Then he was hear. 

The young ladies had talk to read often.  They were always talking to him. He had his choice of any one of them. They would folow him if he asked them to. They hoped that he would ask one of them out. He only wanted to talk to one lady. 

He tried to talk to jennifur. She said hi. They engaged in smal talk. Whenever they talked she seemed to want to end it. She always seemed to look for an excuse to get away. He did not know why.

Perhaps it was because he was so young.  He found whenever he talked to her, he did not want to be anywhere else. He wanted to hold on to that moment as long as he could. She did not seem to feel that way. She seemed to want to run away.  He did not understand that. 

The time of a church dinner had arived. After the Morning service ,there would be a dinner held. It was always something that everyone in the church looked froward to. 

Read was looking froward to it. He loved to eat. He loved home cooked meals. He liked the fellowship.  He liked getting to know people. His home church was like a family. He wanted this church to be a family as well. 

Jenifer was dreading it. Sense she lost blader control, she withdrew even more. When her husbend died,she withdrew any ways. She realy withdrew even more when she started to lose blader functions.  

Maintaining hygiene for a few houers in the morning then again at night was doible. She usually did not drink or eat much before she leff for church. She put on a fresh diaper before she left. 

She was so used to being blader and bowel incontinent that she was not always aware of when or how much she had soiled herself. She sometimes was not aware of stains on her clothing or if she smelt. At this point most of the ladies knew about her adnormality . some of the ladies have even helped her change her diaper. 

She considered not staying for lunch. The people in the church would push for it. The ladies who knew about her condition would press for her to stay. It was a battle not worth fighting she supposed.  

Read helped set things up in the dining hall of the church. He saw Jennifer.  He realy thought she was beautiful.  He was not one to be caried away with outside appearance. He thought that she was quite attractive.   

He wanted to go see her. He was nervous about talking to her. She made it clear she intended to keep him at arms langth. She wanted him to keep him away. He wanted to hornor her wishess. He wanted her in his life. He hated that she was not.

He had had it. He was going to talk to her. If she disliked it,she would get over it. He was determined.  He walked over to her. He was on a straight course to talk to her.  

As he walked to her, a young lady headed for his direction. He tried to avoid her. She neared him. “Hello read.” alison said.  Alison was a young lady. She was plesent but he was just not interested in her. She was Definently interested in him. That was clear. He decided not to deviate from his objective. 

He talked to her for a few minutes. He talked to her for a bit. He got a plate of food and brought it to a seat next to Jennifer.  He did not ask permission to sit next to her. He just did.

He sat down.  Jenufur was not having a particularly good day. Her blader was acting up. She was not feeling particully desirable today. She could not wait to get home.  She was only hear because the church wanted her hear. Her kids wanted to be here. She taughed it out. 

“Hi jenny. ” he said. She was taken aback.she had not been called jenny sense she was a little kid. Why fidwhe use a term of affection.  “Hello read.” she said. 

“Hello jenny.  How are you?” he asked. She hardly felt like she could say “i Cant stop peing and pooping myself . other then that i am great. ” she cant say that. “I am fine. How are you? ” she asked. ” i am good.  I love this church and this community.  The pastor tried to sell me on thid area when we were discussing a potential internships.  I understand what he meant.  ” he said.

“You seem like a good fit hear. ” she said. ” i like it hear. I have a lot to learn but i want to learn. ” he said. “You have a lot of maturity. You have a lot of potential.  You are on a good tract i think.  ” she said. “It is difficult.  You have to start somewhere. ” he said. “Just press on. You don’t have to have people despise your youth. You can have a good influencem. Age is a number” she said.

“I know.  ” he said. “My husband strugled with this. He pastored a church when he was only a few years older then you are. I see a lot of him in you” she said.”i never met him. I have heard a lot of good things about him. That meens a lot to hear you say that. ” he said.

He was disarming her. When he sat down she looked nervous.  Uncomfortable.  Her defences were on overdrive. Her shields were slowly being lowered. She shrugged her shoulders.   She became more and more relaxed. 

They just kept talking. She had pooped herself. She felt uncomfortable.  She wanted to go. “I have to go. The younger kids need a nap or they will get grumpy. ” she said. 

“Let me help you load the van” hw suggested.  She did not want him near her. She tried to dissuade him from helping.  He was not capitulating. He picked up her youngest daughter. She went with it.

He helped get the little kids into the car. He said goodbye.  She went home. She took off her very full and messy diaper. She took a shower.  She put on a fresh diaper. She felt so humiliated.  She almost did not go to the evening service. She did go after all. He was so happy to see her. He sat next to her.  She did not want him to but she did not object. 

He reached a turning pount in his mind. He was going to persue her no matter what. Not only that. He was going to catch her. 

To be continued 

Next up. 

Read decides to persue jenafur. Jennifer tries to run from him. She is not sure she really wants to. 

“The diapered widow”

Jennifer was stil very atractive . She was thirty five. She had four kids.  Her kids were age two, four six and eight.  She had been to bible college. She worked for a company that suplied conservitive christian books to stores. She was atractive, smart and innovative.  

She was serious and somber and  sober. She could be really silly. She adapted to whatever situation she was in.she was always appropriate. She was known for her poney tail. 

Her dad was a pastor. He had started several churches and pastored existing ones. He was a veritable elder satesman of the independent fundamental bsptist in the region. Her mom was a home maker. She gave piano lessons. She had taught jenny to play numerous instruments including the piano. 

She went to bible college. She met her future husbend. He wanted to be a pastor. He was confident but not cocky. He was humble. They got married shortly after graduation.

He was mentored by his dad. He was ordaned by a coincil that included his dad and farter in law.  A church went though a split. He was asked to preach one Sunday.  They were moved by his preaching and asked him to come back.  One week a speaker had to cancell at the very last minute. They asked him to speak they asked him to canidate for pastor. He was voted in as pastor.

A few months later jeny became pregnant with there oldest a son. Then another son was born two years later. Then a daughter follwed by abother little girl. 

They had a happy life. Then jake her husband got cancer. He slowed down but continued to preach and engaged in as much pastoral dutty as he was up to. The church gave the pastor all the support he needed.

The lord called him home. They had there own house so she decided to stay in the community. She went to work for a Christian book distributor. She continued  to be active in the church. She had oficial and unofficial ladies ministry. She was well liked. She was an inspiration to many in the church.  

After the birth of her son the pregnancy wreaked havok on her bladder. The other pregnancies  did not really help.  Usually she was fine. On ocasion she wet herself..other times she failed to make it to te toilet. 

After her husband died,  she decided to wear adult diapers.  She went to a convenient store on the other side of town.  She baught a package. 

“Adult diapers?” the twenty something. Female cashir asked. ” yes. Four pregnancies later and getting older i guess. ” jenny said. “It not that bad. ” the cashir said. “Mayby not. ” she said.

At first it was a preventive mesure. She tried to use the toilet. She had manny incidents of weting before she got to the bathroom.  It was far more convenient to just use the diaper. She did.  

She came to like the diaper. She liked the feel of the diaper. She found comfort in peing her diaper.  She decided to get rid of her panties and go to just diapers.  

She was carefull to keep this quiet.  She was carefull to maintain good hygene. She took extra precautions to not smell. 

She decided that she was not going to remary. She was content with the way things were. The house was paid for. She had a reliable van.  She had a steady outcome.  She did not feel the need to remary.  That was before she met read. 

Read was a recent graduate of a bible college.  He was interning for the summer.he was preparing for the ministry.   He was 23 but he was very mature. He showed a lot of signs of maturity and gowth.  

He had been very active at his college.  He was a dorm assistant .he headed up a bible study group. He led a youth group at a nearby church. He preached at student led chepels. He also had been buisy at his home church. He preached at his home church.  He taught sunday school. He participated in open air evangelism. He kept buisy for the lord.

Jennifer had heard that he was comming. She had not really taken much stock in it. It really did not effect her she thought. 

Everyone was talking about him. Younger ladies and some older single ladies were talking about how handsome he was. She did not think about that. She really did not understand all the hype. She was not really interested in it. Then she saw him.

He liked to hit the ground running. He was a worker.  SHe noticed he got a lot of attention. He did not like being the ceter of attention. He was the new guy. It was to be expected he supposed.  He was looking forward to the attention subsiding.  He just wanted to be simple read.

He had worked the room that first Sunday.  He hopped to learn everyone’s nane in short order. 

Then he came to her. It was like time had stooped.  ” hi i am read. ” he said “hi im Jennifer. ” she said. She should probably have introduced herself as mrs. Davis.  The church was very traditional and they used mr and mrs not first names at least until you reached thirty years of age perhaps more. 

“Hi Jennifer its good to meet you. ” read said. “Like wise. This is not a vacation we intend to put you to work! ” she said. “I would expect no less. I hope to not have the epatherous treatment but if i do oh well. ” he said. She laughed.  

She laughed. ” we will try not to be too extreme on you but no promises. ” she told him. He laughed.  ” ok. ” he said.  He laughed. 

“I won’t monopolize your time but it was good to meet you. ” she said. ” it was good to meet you. ” he said.

She has peed herself while she talked to him. He was prety sure that he had not noticed.  She was not throwing herself at him like other single ladies were. She stil wanted to make a good inpreson.

Neither one knew that day that they would one day Mary.  Neither one knew that she would be the morher of his there kids.  She did not know that he would be the step dad to her existing kids.  Neither one knew how important they would be to eachother.  Of course they would. 

He was walking to meet up with the pastor. It hit him like a ton of bricks. He felt something teling him that she would be important to his life. He realized that it would be more then that. He would marry her.

To be continued.

Next up 

The ladies in the church try to get close to read. Read only wants to hang out with one lady Jennifer.  Jenny is reserve and acquiesces. He wants to get close to him. She is not sure she wants to get close to anyone.  She is woried how he will react to her bladder control issues.